Then i walked home i was still confused ,how come he know my house in mean time there are multiple calculations in my brain about him whether he could be a cop , my nephew or thief well i couldn't sterilise My thoughts i didn't understood the writings on the paper .his identity his unknown ,he is not just an ordinary guy there is something special about him Which makes me bother a lot .
I couldn't portrait his face in my vision and i felt something odd about him
Lithika !!where were u so long ?mom i lost my way to the house so i... .ok thank god u came home.where is ur (chunni).my chunni yes ! Where is my chunni ? Thats what I am asking u lithika ? Yaa i remember i lost it in our farewell party .farewell? but u never talked to me about farewell .yaa even we to don't know it was surprise!
Its cool . Ok now get in i will prepare dinner for u .hmm my college has graduated me in manipulating things rather than education.
I completed my dinner
Mom i need to talk to u .lithika its too late now go to bed ,i will talk to u tomorrow ,no mom i need to talk u its my life ,ok first change ur clothes then we will talk . I wanted to clarify all my doubts and open with my mom there is no better place to share and feel secure .i disclosed all my secrets with my mom about arvind and the relation between us .she kept quite and finally i said i will never repeat this again and apologised her.oh dear lithika i always respect ur ideas ,ur life is in ur hands there is no need for u to apologise me .whenever i feel weak i Remember those memories which u spent with me there is nothing in deed u give me in return but only happiness ,i am not depressed about it .there is something this old heart is expecting from u
Dont lie mom i saw the sadness in your eyes but i didn't know what to say.I couldn't think of any thing to say that would take your pain away so i kept on saying in my head i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry but u don't love me the way u lie .she turned back no lithika i love u but it takes time for me to forget .but i said sorry isn't that enough. She laughed ,many people think sorry is the word to heal the mistakes,but sorry is a word without meaning it is a change in us to build success on our mistakes and make others happy. at that moment i will love the way u wanted me to love u . I show up fake smiles not to make u happy but make myself satisfied lithika
I don't want u to put ur decisions in my hands but choose the right one in your life remember one thing trouble never comes alone but u should face it alone for ur decision.i will always love u lithika and be with u (my mom left)
Haa (everyone started to moralise my thoughts )
I never understood the relationship i only felt attraction is the main step to love .time is only factor which teach us love ,friendship,care sometimes sympathy all these words have certain importance involved in life but they never phrased my situation I'm just blind folded by my friends.when we see the epic proportion of downfall in others we feel pity . but strange there is no one for me to care.
Power off
Oh ghosh! Hey goddd ! listen have u gone mad when i am thinking about my life who the hell are u in between to interrupt my light people say ur the 0ne who will make us play our roles . i have lot my questions to ask u ,its just like a true or false .when its true ?? U should give me a signal .when it is false.u better be silent
First question
1)I never felt jealous about others right?
(No movement)
2)I always wanted everyone to be happy ?
(No movement)
3)My last question
Am i demented
(The light blinked)😱
Someone knocked the door
Its a supernatural feeling when things stimulate according to situations
I prayed to god tied all the possible threads and finally a photo frame hanging to me resembling the babas and slowly walked down the stairs and reached the door ,the door itself opened with a creaky sound .then my hands start to shiver oh jesus! Plz save me and stepped out .I couldn't spot out anyone ,there is a bag beneath my legs , i tried to unzip it .
