I'm not ok?

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You look down at the paper in front of you, "fuck what am I doing!" you say in your head and place your pencil next to the article and walk into the bathroom, opening your cabinet you take out your drugs gulping down two more then you should be taking. You leave the bathroom and walk into the living room and turn on the TV, you find a random show and pull out your phone and start testing Melanie.

 (Y/n) Hey Mel.

(Melanie) Hello baby 

(Y/n) when r u going to be home?

(Melanie) At five see you in the morning. Love you 

(Y/n) Love you too

You close your phone and put on Melanie's show to see her singing Nymphology, and you remember helping her write the song. You smile but it quickly fades when a fan shouts "Hey tell the bitch your dating to go kill themselves, they are not cool enough for you!' You hold back the urge to cry when Melanie shouts, "You listen here, my partner is the best person I've ever had they taught me not to be a CRYBABY and is more than a LUNCHBOX FRIEND they helped me off my CAROUSEL of thoughts and are my HIGHSCHOOL SWEETHEART.

You let out a small smile and turn to walk into your room. There you take two more pills and begin to write your suicide letter. 


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