Lost in love

Heart break

I just arrived at cirrus party. My girlfriend, Clare, invited me, so I started to look for her. "Hey Max, you know where Clare is?" I asked. "I don't know, but I think I saw her go upstairs with some boy." Max said.

I think my heart skipped a few beats as I ran upstairs. I looked through every room then I got to the bathroom, this was the last room so my hands got clamy. I bursted the door open seeing Clare and my best friend Landon. Wait my best friend!? Having you know what with my girlfriend!!

They saw me and jumped up immediately. They started to throw on their close as Clare said, " GOD, sammy it's not what it looks like!" I just stood their almost in tears.

"What the hell do you mean it's not what it looks like! It's exactly what it looks like!" I screamed at them.

"Calm down! Let us explain" Landon said

"Yeah, I was just-" Clare said but I cut her off

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN CALM DOWN! WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR OVER 3 YEARS CLARE! 3 DAMN YEARS. IVE PUT SO MUCH INTO OUR RELATIONSHIP," I started to tear up

" yes I know-" i cut her off again

"NO CLARE YOU DONT KNOW" i said now in a full  mental breakdown

I storm out of the room and then out the house I heard her call for me but ignored her , I didn't know how to feel. I felt all kinds of things  as I was running down the sidewalk .

I thought of a place to go to as I didn't want to be alone, I thought for a sec. And the ran to Tilly's house. She has been my best friend since we were babies.

I knocked on her door, she opened it and I fell into her arms.

"Sammy? What happened" she said while staring to get worried

"Clare she- hic- she" I explained while I started to cry more

At this point I think Tilly knew what was going on, she never liked Clare. She led me to her bedroom and sat me on the bed as she got tissues.

"I have a feeling I know what happened." She said confidently

"Hic-she
Che- hic-ated." I started to calm down

" I Had a felling." She spoke

"Can I stay the-hic- night" I said pitifully

" of course," she smiled

I don't remember much after that cuz I dozed off. But I could remember explaining to her what happened. I'm glad she's my best friend. I love her.

I woke up by her side, she was wrapped around her with our legs twisted together. I could fell I turned red. I tried to undo our  legs without waking her, it took me about 10 minutes before I got up to use the bathroom. I walked out as she was changing, I screamed as I ran back into the bathroom.

"AHHH IM SO SORRY" I screamed

All she could do is laugh at me as she finished changing

"You can come out now" she stated

I was silent but then came out redder than a cherry. She laughed at me a little more than came close

"You don't have to be so shy.." she whispered into my ear

"I- I have to go use the bathroom again!" As I ran

I splashed my face then calmed down. I walked out and she was gone, i went into the kitchen to see her with a bowl of cereal.

"Wanna eat?" She smiled while saying

I sat down while getting me some cereal too. She just simply watched me as I did. I could fell her eyes on me. We made eye contact as I looked up

"What are you doing today?" She blurted

"Just go home and break up with Clare." I said while sighing

"Mmm" she replied still looking at me

I feel like she likes me, but idk if I like her. We've been together forever and I know everything about her, she is cute but I don't think I've ever saw her that way. Honestly I don't think I can ever date her.

Sorry I made this kinda long but short also and confusing, but I'll post more tomorrow!!!