Is It Mine?

The Truth Is Untold

The truth is untold as you try to hide it with more oversized clothes while working with the others to complete your anniversary gift for Jimin. They are helping you make a video to celebrate your third anniversary with him and to surprise Jimin with a little secret.

The members were so thrilled to help when you told them what you wanted to do and why. Yoongi did the music production side of things. 

Hobi helped you plan the choreography, and Taehyung helped with the theme and storyline. He is such a cute romantic. 

Namjoon helped Yoongi and kept everyone organized and on task. Kooki produced and edited the video's visual part. 

Jin, ever the mother hen, was making sure everyone ate, especially you. You didn't know how he knew what you could tolerate to eat or not, but he was spot on every time.

Jimin doesn't know you are doing this. He thinks you are cheating on him. To Jimin, you seem to be very happy, more than usual. It seems to him like you are in love but not with him. 

You are in love with someone, but that someone else is someone you and Jimin haven't met yet.

The time he saw you kiss Jungkook, it was a kiss on the cheek, but from his view, it looked like you kissed Jungkook on the mouth. 

You were so happy he had just told you the first round of editing was done, and you could view it later that night. All he was waiting for was the ultrasound cd.

 The day Jimin saw you and Jungkook come out of the studio with the sheer-looking dress, it was part of the wardrobe. Jungkook wanted to make sure the material would show up in the video just as you wanted it to with the lighting they were going to use. 

You spent more time with Jungkook because he was filming and editing. He would get your approval at each stage of the video before moving on to another part. If there was something you wanted different, he would edit and redo it for you. Some days, filming took most of the days that he could get off work.

Since your anniversary date was fast approaching, you were in a hurry to get it done. As each week went by, your outfit got tighter, which meant spending more time with the others.

 You tried to spend as much time as possible with Jimin, but lately, he seemed so cold to you, and it hurt so much.

One morning, you woke up early and rushed to the bathroom. This morning, when you came out, Jimin was waking up. You're so happy to see him thinking maybe things are getting better.

 "Baby?" You softly ask. He looks at you, his hair tussled from sleep, but he says nothing. 

You softly say, "Good morning, baby." He still isn't speaking, and you release a quiet sigh of disappointment. You always tell him your plans for the day; today, you are determined not to do any different.

"Tae and I are going shopping this morning, and then I have an appointment later today and will be late getting back. Hobi is going with me."

 He rubs his sleepy eyes and runs his hand through his messy hair. Not surprised you are spending your day with anyone but him.

 "Yeah, so? I have work to do today. I won't have time for you anyway." 

He looks at you from head to toe with one eye open, "I hope it's an appointment with a gym because you're getting fat." 

You gasp, "Jimin, why would you say such a cruel thing?" 

He gets up, walks past you, and just as he enters the bathroom.

"Because it's true, you're getting thick around the middle." 

You start to say something to him when he looks coldly at you, not wanting to hear from you anymore.

 "Go, just go." He shoos you away with his hand. 

You didn't even bother trying to kiss him. You just grabbed your purse and hurried to the door. 

You hear Jimin call out as you're about to close the door, "Maybe if you didn't sleep so much, you wouldn't be so fat!"

 You close the door, fighting back the tears you know are trying to fall. If only he knew why you were so tired so much of the time.

Taehyung made a private appointment to take you out this morning to shop for baby clothes at Gucci and discuss any last-minute changes you wanted in the story.

 Before you left to meet Taehyung, you had to rush to the lobby restroom to throw up and cry. You hope the morning sickness will be done next month and not last nine months like your sister. 

When you meet with Taehyung, your appearance concerns him. "Are you okay, Princess?" He frowns and takes hold of your hand. "Have you been crying?" 

You force a smile, "No, just tossing up my breakfast." 

He hands you a bag. "This is from Jin, and he said you might want it." 

You open it, and inside is a bottle of water and a sleeve of saltine crackers. You smile at Tae, "He knows exactly what I want." 

He takes your arm and walks you to the waiting car.

The only reason Jimin is so cold is because he's hurting so badly, and the pain is coming out in his actions and the things he says. He wants you to hurt as much as he is. After you left this morning, he took his shower, desperate for you despite his mood. This time, he took a long, warm shower. Sighing as he pictures loving you. He stops, "Damn her!" He cuts the water off and snatches a towel off the rack. He wraps it around his waist and picks up his phone from the nightstand.

He presses the contact he still had on his list, but before the first ringtone, he hangs up. "Damnit."

He sits on the edge of his bed, fighting his inner turmoil. She betrayed him, so it is only fair that he betray her. "I don't like the word betrayal; maybe payback is more fitting."

 He opens his contact list again and presses her number. This time, he waits for her to answer.

"Gina, Hi. It's Jimin."

"Yes, I know it's been a long time, but . . . Yes, yes, I am, but she . . . Never mind. Do you want to or not?"

"Okay, I'll be waiting for you, and don't forget what I like to see you in or, more like, take off." He half-heartedly laughs, knowing it is as fake as his desire for Gina, but karma's a bitch, right?