𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑳𝑳 𝑾𝑰𝑻𝑯 𝒀𝑶𝑼 (𝑱𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒌𝒐𝒐𝒌)

GUILT~

POV JUNGKOOK

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AT 4:30 AM

I ONLY DID THIS FOR ONLY WHAT??
HOW I CAN FORGET MY BABY??
I ONLY DID FOR PLEASURE??
WHY I'M DOING THIS??
I STILL LOVE YN??
IS THIS WRONG??

THIS ALL THOUGHTS WAS COMING IN MY MIND I WAS FEELING VERY GUILTY
YN WAS THE ONE WHO I LOVED AND I'LL LOVE HER FOREVER BUT WHY I SLEPT WITH RECHA THEN I KNOW SHE NEVER LOVE JIMIN..AND IT WAS THERE FORCED BUT I NEVER FORCED YN FOR ANYTHING EVEN NOT FOR BABY TOO AND SHE EVERYTIME LOVE'S ME "THEN WHY I'M DOING THIS..??" I YELLED LOUDLY AND BECAUSE OF THAT RECHA WALK UP SHE RUB HER EYES TO SEE ME
"WHAT HAPPENED JUNGKOOK?" SHE ASK  STILL IN HALF SLEEP

I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING WORD AND START CRYING LIKE A CREZY... TEARS WAS FLOWING ON MY CHEEKS

RECHA:hey hey what happened JUNGKOOK???why are you crying??

JK: w-why I-I F-Fuck Y-You ?? H-Have any answer??

RECHA: Y-Yes I have answer... I did this because my husband is very bad he always hurt me always beat me and always forced me for complete his needs I am tired of this all things he never loved me from a day of our marriage...and I'm sorry JUNGKOOK it's because of me!! I forced you for sleep with me..

JK: no it's not your fault but it's my fault I didn't control myself and I did that I don't have to do...
(crying more loudly)

RECHA: please don't cry...

MEANWHILE YN AND JIMIN

POV YN

It was midnight I didn't sleep I was thinking about what I did for only pleasure I know I was in love with Jimin but now my husband is JUNGKOOK and I am cheating on him
Jimin's sleeping and I'm crying what if JUNGKOOK get to know what I did... Just for pleasure I am so guilt for this all things

HOW  SHOULD I TELL HIM?
I AM DOING THAT IS WRONG?
SHOULD I TELL HIM OR NOT?
I STILL LOVE YOU OR NOT?
HE WILL TAKE DIVORCE?
WHAT ABOUT OUR BABY?
HE WILL STILL LOVE ME OR NOT?

THIS ALL THOUGHTS WAS RUNNING IN MY MIND AND HOW COULD THIS GUY CAN SLEEP VERY PEACEFULLY I AM SURPRISED I AM CHEATING MY HUSBAND AND HE CHEATING HIS WIFE HOW COULD YOU DO THIS??
NOTHING BUT I STILL LOVE MY HUSBAND... I START TO SHAKING JIMIN TO WALK HIM UP "FUCK RECHA YOU CAN'T SEE I'M SLEEPING DON'T DISTURB ME" He said half in sleep

"I am not your wife woke up" I said.

JIMIN: ohh YN it's fucking "5" at morning why you are up??

YN:  wanna ask something...

JIMIN: shoot!

YN:"why you fuck me??"

He come closer and stray at my eyes.

JIMIN: for fucking pleasure (smirk)

I was in shook and Then he chuckled

JIMIN: just kidding babe (wink)
Because I love you from High school  and I know you also love me because you didn't let JUNGKOOK touch you I know that also..

YN: no you know that he was a soldier so next day he went to  military so that's why he didn't touch me and he never get time for me in that time  you was not here for me I really need you and now I am just feeling guilty because I am just thinking that I am cheating on my husband I have to go and I have to say everything what I did by the way you not feeling guilt your wife but she will think?

JIMIN: if she think it's okay I didn't care but I don't know why but I love her I don't want to leave her but I don't know why I slept with you I really don't want to leave her but I really don't want to leave you also and I know that I have a kid but still I think I have to end this all..

YN: JIMIN you love her you still love her just don't think about me and start your new life with her she is a good wife and good woman she is a good mother... Love her once and say her sorry I know she will forgive you she is a very kind and good lady

JIMIN: how should I do this?

YN: just give your time to her talk with her go out with her she will felt very good and comfortable with you and I am damn sure she will love you back of course

JIMIN: now we have to go in ready have to say sorry to them right yn..??

YN: yes let's get ready..(smiles)

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AT 8:00 AM

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