Di@ry of a SUPER STAR!!!

This morning

Dear Diary, Today we had to finish taking our test. Oh by the way my name is Stephanie. I hate test,but the whole time I was taking the test I was thinking about a boy I like named Caleb. I dont know if the eyes or the smile or the conversations we have that makes me smile when I think about him.He is HOT and i mean HOT. We talk as just friends but he dont know that I have these feelings for him. I want to tell him but im scared of what may happen, what if he dont like me to. I think about IF we did go out what will people think. Will they get mad, but I cant get all of these thoughts out of my mind,I try to think of what to do.....Anyways im in class im done with my test already. I should be reading my book I checked out called "AFTER" it sounds good the main character Devon (a girl) is suppose to go to jail for something. I look at my friends they look pretty busy. I am always acting like a girl who doesnt have worries but I have a lot. I really wish this test will be over so i can get my phone. I know that this year in school can really change my life 7th grade, you have a lot going on this year, boys, test, high school, everything. I really want to go to Westinghouse, or Lane Tech. My mommy perfer me to go to Lane Tech, but looking at how my grades are I will be glad if any selective enrollment school takes me. I try so hard in my classes but it never seem like enough. I know that i can do it I just need to work harder. 7th grade is harder than I thought it would be. I sometimes space out and imagine that I am in a different place and I have no secrets.