THE TOM KAULITZ BRUV (x Fem Y/N)

Chapter 27

Bill left and Tom and y/n were left alone, once again. She wanted to kiss him, but felt as though it wasn't the right thing to do.

So she hugged him tight. Maybe even tighter than Bill. She was scared to lose them. They were her first good friends after....

She pulled away they said bye and she left. 

She felt bad for only hugging him but she was so happy for what happened in his room earlier today. She couldn't be happier. She went home as quickly as she could, took a shower got ready and went to the meeting.

(つ≧▽≦)つ (TOMS POV!!!!! I COULDN'T WAIT TO WRITE IT (T^T))

He closed the door once she was out of his view. "Foof" he turned around leaning on to the door. 'that was fucking painful' he said as his face scrunched up in pain of inly getting a hug from her - the same thing Bill got.

He didn't like it.

A thing he did like is what happened earlier in his room. He enjoyed it so fucking much.

His mother walked into the room where he was still leaning on the door.

"So how was it?" She asked.

"What?" He opened his eyes, not expecting his mother's voice.

"Do you like her?" She continued her questioning.

"Why ask?" Tom loved chatting with his mother yes, but not about his love life, any type, not sexual nor romantic. He hated it. He knew he would never find the one and that he played with girls she never liked, so they never talked about it. The confusing part is why she was asking about y/n.

"Cause to me it looks like you do." She said a small smile gracing her soft lips.

"As a friend? Yes." He shrugged wanting to end the conversation there. He got off the door and started walking away.

She followed.

"Oh come on that can't be right, i see how you look at her. You can't lie to your own mother Tom." She said, still smiling excited with the fact that her older son has a crush that looks like more than just a sexual one.

She usually ignored the sexual ones, if he wanted to talk to her about them he would, so she respected it, but with this one where she sees both the girl and him, and how they both look at each other - she didn't want him to mess something up by pushing sex on to the girl when she wants something more than that.

"Well I'm not lying, so your eyes must not be working correctly, get them checked I don't know. And can we please end this conversation I really don't want to talk about this with you..." He turned around looking at the woman that birthed him. He didn't want to be rude it just came out that way.

He was already confused as to why he only got a hug, and now she was pestering him about something she never pestered him about before.

"Okay then honey but if you want to ask anything please ask. I don't judge, remember, okay?" She was a bit sad that he pushed her away but she wasn't going to be pushy and make him talk.

"Okay... I'll remember sure.." he turned around and went to his room.

He plopped on to the bed not knowing what to do. Y/n is the first girl to make him needy, and the first girl to push him away and distance herself from him. He didn't know what he was doing wrong.

He could ask his mother?

'No! She just asked him and he pushed her away, he was gonna find out by himself.'

He was out of ideas, he layed there staring at his bed for a few minutes, his head empty, no thoughts.

After a couple more minutes of silence he stood up taking his guitar off of it's stand. He plugged it into the amp, setting it all up. He didn't know what to play.