Dose it matter

First time

~Freeman's pov~
"Well I just feel like my whole world is over." Lana said while we were laying in bed
"We'll help you build it back." Erra told Lana " think and thin?." She said with question bring a fist up
"Forever and always." Lana said with reinsurance in her voice hitting Santiago's fist
~katlyen's pov~
" so what actually made you do it ?" I asked Lana
She had been siting up for about fifteen minutes now all of us have been talking,playing around,and arguing.
Lana who had been messing with her necklace looked up from the shinny superman symbol " I just feet like the fight wasn't worth it. What is there to live for anymore? Who can love me with all my mistakes?" She asked with tears rolling down her cheeks.
~Santiago's pov~
When katlyen asked Lana why she cut her wrist I knew that it was hard to answer but when she did I felt like crying because I don't want to lose her she's my sister my sidekick my mini me and my best friend I can't live without her. I not everyone else I'm staying by her side thick and thin forever and always.
~my pov~
The first time I opened up to someone