Your online relationship🫶

The aftermath

I continue crying for a few weeks until I get over it because I want to find someone else (btw I'm poly so I already told my online bf and he is okay with it) I meet this boy in my math class but he's in mostly all my classes including pe, lunch, and history classes so he asks me out on the bus and I say yes but he ends up breaking up with me for the same reason as the boy I dated before him.  I don't think anything of it and I just stay with my online bf which I stop being poly to only be with him. I love him so much and he's all I need right now I don't need anyone else but him and my friends/family. I start to kinda feel depressed because of how much I miss him so I send him a text and I say that I miss them. They start to respond about an hour later and he starts to apologize saying that he misses me too. So I start to smile as I put my headphones in and I call him. He answers and we start talking for a few hours until we both go to sleep on the call and then the next morning I wake up to get ready for school so I find my skirt and my hoodie. I put on my outfit then I go to find my socks and I put my shoes on. I start to get my backpack ready and put my computer in my bag. I walk outside to go to the bus with my brother. My brother going to highschool and I'm going to 8th grade so I get to school and I go sit in the bleachers but jadyn arrives and sits next to me and I smile as I look in front of me and I see the guy I broke up with and I start to get upset but I start talking to jadyn like nothing happened I also get nervous since I have to give him the hoodies back and he keeps getting mad at me for not wanting to give them back or not giving them back on the day he wants them. My childhood friend texts me saying that he could give them to me if I didn't want to but I tell him it's fine and he says he wants to walk with me incase I get nervous. I just let him go with me and I return the hoodies well I try to but my ex goes to walk with his girl best friend from 6th grade so I just walk away and say nothing as me and max walk to the bus and he tries to trip me I start to laugh and get on the bus as he's behind me but I go sit in the back as he sits in the front and I stare at him while he's minding his business so I go and tell him to have fun at practice since he does football practice a lot and I think it's cool that he does football so I smile at him as he gets off the bus. When I get home I start to do my homework after I go and do chores and wait for my parents to get home. I sit outside and wait for them almost everyday unless I'm really busy but I'm never really busy unless all of my classes have homework which is hardly never so I'm happy about it