a beautiful lie - continuation

the truth

We got in the house.
"Omg, Taylor!" I hear morgan comming. "i taught you were dead" she hugged me . "Im ok" i respond smiling , feeling finally happy and safe with the people i love surrounding  me

"So taylor, maybe explain how you're still alive first" gustav asks me while taking a seat on the couch as the other do the same "yes, how are you still alive , you were declared dead in the hospital in the night of the incident" morgan contines

" Well from what i was told i was given an medicine that made me look dead but didn't actually kill me, i was in a coma for 6 months"

"But why would they give you that medicine" georg asked

"Because they wanted me dead" Tom replied coldly

"Yes" i confirmed Tom's responce

"They told me that  they had wanted to send people after you and kill you but you made their work easier by doing it instead of them" i continued

"They lied to you, i was about to but was stoped by police" Tom said

"It all seemed so true . They showed me everything i needed to see, and all those documents seemed so real. The only thing that i tought was fishy was that they refused to show me a photo "

"Why would you want to see a photo?" Gustav asked
"To prove to myself that i still had something to live for. I knew that the life there was going to be hell but if i knew there was a chance of him being alive i knew that i had to fight to see him" i looked in Tom's eyes while saying this

"But how did you get out of there? The place was full of people watching from every corner" georg asked

"I had to get out thru the bathroom window and run away until i saw Tom "

"And no one saw you? Not even Kristina ? Once you are on her bad side she watches you like a hawk " tom asked

"About kristina, i may have killed her"
"What?! You killed her "
"I had to ,she saw me trying to get out of the window and was going to report me, if i didn't kill her i would probably still be in that awfull place,im sorry" i said looking down thinking about the awfull thing i had done
"Girl you dont need to be sorry, that bitch got what she deserved " morgan said comforting me
" i just feel so bad , i had never taken another life. Yes i hated her but i never imagined it would end up like this" i got my head up and looked at tom. He was looking at me with his face the same. But the eyes, the eyes told me everything . I saw sadnees . He was about to tear up . But he tried to hide it by getting some water

"Im... im sorry " he said with his voice shaking "i am not asking you to forgive me. I know that the things i did can't be forgiven" tom looked down

"Tom", i looked him in the eyes "the whole time i stayed there all i could think was you, i had tought about everything that you had done to me but my heart just couldn't hate you anymore. You had done so many to me and i hated you for that,i hated you with all my heart , but i realised that there are even more things you did for me. And i can't help but just live you for them.... i think i am ready to forgive you"

Tom looked at me ,joy in his eyes , he picked me up and hugged me tightly

"Now you tom,  you need to explain to me how are you still alive" i ask him as he puts me down
"Umm...he wanted to kill himself, after your death , he ...." bill said

"I had killed ,Taylor, i killed for you , i was too broken , and the only thing i could do was kill, i killed innocent people in the hospital without thinking twice , i couldn't imagine my life without you, now that you changed it so much, taylor. I wanted to take my own life....but the police has stopped me , and bill never let an eye of me since " tom interupted bill
I looked at bill. He gave me an wink
"Thank you bill" i said "no problem, after all he is my brother " he said jokingly .i laughed

"Bill" i asked a bit terrified "yes?"
"Ria?" I continued. I saw his smile fade away . It made my skin shaken "Taylor, im sorry....there was nothing we could do" he said tearing up a bit . After hearing this i felt my cheeks getting wet
as i stood there not moving  a muscle
Flash backs from the start of our friendship came with a speed in front of my eyes i saw our whole life together  from start till the last moment ripped apart . I lastly saw her face , her face looking at me while her body was drainig out of blood and i suddenly saw her again , but it wasn't the real her , she was dead, i saw her again just like i saw her in  my hallucinations

"Taylor!"
I snapped back to reality as i heard tom calling my name. I looked at him but couldn't say a word. "Its ok" he said after seeing my terrified face " you need to rest a bit " he said leading me gently to the bedroom