THE LUST but not THE LEAST

My love bundles with Jake had finally depleted effortlessly when I started seeing maxie, obviously it was the same this on his side too so life had to continue.
I started visiting Maxie's house every now and then despite him living with his best friend
Maxie never had much to offer me besides sex even though it wasn't easy for him to access it so easily from me,the time I started giving him it became all he could offer.he was working with his brother in-law at his garag(brother in-law) and he never got much from him apart from change to buy hands to mouth almost on a daily basis.I never cared much about material things all I cared about is what I felt for him,I didn't know about him but for me it was real real love.you won't believe I even used to buy support him on some occasions because I used to help my mum at the shop so I used to have some changes here and there.

On Christmas Eve in the same year we met (2016) we made plans to go out for a chill together with his best friend and the girlfriend.
Off we went it wasn't a fancy place but just good enough to suit our broke pockets.we drunk and had fun
After the fun we went home so drunk.we reached his place where we found the gate locked so we all had to jump over the gate to get inside the yard because the rule was that the gate is locked by 22hrs and we got home at three in the morning

We got inside the house,his best friend and the girlfriend slept on the bed while Maxie and I took the mattress down (remember it was in the same room) you know the influence that alcohol can offer!! Maxie and I started romancing forgetting that it was my first day of my periods and blood dint flow that much cause of my law blood pressure
Maxie was a good kisser I should admit and good at doing the job,the big thing between him was a plus for our romance
He kissed me from head to my nipples...he couldn't go down on me because of my periods huh
So he got a condom and did what he was good at.we made love on the other side we could hear the others moaning..I swear I couldn't believe my ears
Like am in the same room with people doing the same things am doing with my man and am able to hear!! To be honest the sounds made me more horny it was like I was watching live porn with my eyes closed.
I woke up in the morning to kisses from Maxie and moanings from the other side..and there I was wanting Maxie inside me.so he went on and got a condom so we start making love..I must agree it was great until the condom ended up bursting and him nutting from inside leaving babies in me!!!I never cared much to take any contraceptives because research had proven that it's rare being pregnant while on your periods but I was wrong

January came and passed minus me seeing my periods..then I realized have fucked up my life
Did I mention Maxie already had a child from his previous relationship?
Well Maxie had a boy child from his passed relationship and never used to support the child because he was a damn fucking broke nigga with only balls for making babies
I mean..thats all he owned in his life..yes!!balls

I didn't want to test myself for pregnancy yet until I started seeing signs on myself..my breasts became broad I was becoming lazy and puking whenever I ate though luckily no body at home noticed the signs.when I decided to test I already knew what I wanted
I knew I couldn't keep Maxie's baby
I was young..I had just completed my secondary education,Maxie already had a child that he couldn't support,I was going to disappoint my mum,I was so young and broke,I didn't have anything to offer myself and I thought.."I have a very long way to go"so I knew abortion was the only way to save my life.

After the test I called Maxie to inform him on the outcome
Maxie seemed excited but little did I knew he was just faking it like plastic.despite outlining my worries and decision he asked me to go over his place so that we can talk about it and decide what to do next.in no time I went we discussed and I explained what I felt and decision I made and the reasons behind,but he insisted that I keep though later he agreed to my decision.

                ABORTION
He told me in no time he will have to find money to pay for abortion, but a few days were turning into weeks until I just decided I use my money to pay for it then he can refund me later
Maxie's friend's girlfriend had become a very good friend of mine since Christmas Eve and she's the one who took me to a doctor whom she knew sold abortion pills.as a good friend that she had become we went to see the doctor together and the pills were inserted in my vigina by the doctor..and on the other side there was a lady who was being cleaned with those machines they use because she had incomplete abortion..I promise you upon seeing that my heart skipped
And I prayed hard that the process should be smooth so that I don't get to experience that ever.
I was told the process will start in 2hours and I was using public transport to go home..I was praying to reach home as fast as possible..days had passed Maxie had been distant and maybe due to pregnancy tantrums I hated him with all my heart I didn't even want to see him near me so I was cool that he was distant.
Two hours was turning into day there were no sign of clots the only things I was observing were pre period be discharge.