I went to sleep thinking about her,imagining how our lives could have turned out if i had confessed my feelings.It hurt me that we ended up so different,when we were like twins a couple of years ago.How could the sweet girl who loved getting in trouble,smoking weed and partying turn out so polished?Everything about her had been perfected.Now she was exactly like the people who we made fun of.A person who was just hiding behind a mask.I could see her slip up in some interviews,atleast that's how i knew my sweet girl wasn't completely gone.
I drifted off to sleep.
It was 6 AM and there were already people at my door.God i hated this part of my life.I let the hair and makeup people in and they started helping me get ready.They were literally pulling on my hair so tight i felt my extensions ripping a part of my scalp off.They finally left and i quickly went to Amira's room:
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(hair and makeup)
"Evs come here for a second!"
What is it now?Please dont tell me you're crying again.At this point i was scared to even look at her,she had been crying all night.
"Oh fuck off,i'm already over him.I got an invitation to sit at a basketball game,i'm practically going there to find a husband.She said, laughing.Bill invited us to breakfast,apparently we're heading in the same part of town.I mean you can't say no since i already accepted..
Is Tom going to be there?I asked,with my head down.By this point the only person who i would avoid my whole life is Tom.Just his presence makes me rethink my life,no one has ever done that to me.
"I mean duhhhhh,they're all coming.Oh and don't worry,i called our old stylist to come here in like 30 secon-.*the doorbell rang*
I let our old stylist,Chris in.He was amazing,i still call him up from NY to ask for advice.When i saw the 3 racks of clothes he had brought in my jaw dropped.I already wanted to buy everything on there.
"Evelyn don't look at me with those eyes!A lot of these pieces are only rentable so i don't even wanna hear it.".
Chris you drive me insaneeee.Fine,just show me what you've got.I badly needed a shopping spree.
Chris took out outfit after outfit,i didn't like any of them.Until the last one.
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