𝒜𝓇ℯ 𝓎ℴ𝓊 𝒻𝒶𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓃ℊ 𝒾𝓃 𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ？

꧁𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠꧂

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𝐉𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯:

The concert ended it was one of the best nights of my life and that's saying a lot considering how much I've done

We were backstage waiting to see yn I was quite nervous to be honest what if I say smth embarrassing ofc I would do that I say over thinking
"Your next"
The security said to my family we walk towards this gorgeous girl her and her blinding eyes so beautiful. We say hello and have a little convo then we take a photo with her. I have my arm around her omg ok omg
Why am I like this. I get upset when I realise I'll probs never see her again but Atleast the moment was fun
Inside me there was sadness a feeling I have never felt before and I don't understand it what am I feeling?!

As soon as I leave the building my phone rings and it's a modelling job Saturday morning, I agree to it and I'm quite excited for it, its a big brand and I'm over the moon I'm doing it.

𝐘𝐧 𝐩𝐨𝐯:

My manager comes over to me after my performance and says I've got a modelling job on Saturday morning and she wanted to see if I was up for it ofc I was I love doing what I do most so why wouldn't I be.

It Thursday night so I've got only a day till this modelling for this big brand I'm excited, but I wish I said more to that boy he was js gorgeous.

I go on instagram and see a post by him again, but instead of ignoring it I send him a follow request.

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Sorry for the short chapter I'm tired and it's 4 am lol
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