A Dream That Wants To Let You Live

One from the favourite but it was also poisoned

I have a lot of moments that I love, hate,  feels embarassed about and etc...
Mmmm...but I have a moment that I still remember sometimes, even though it started to get blur.
That favorite moment was playing.

I was playing with my friends. I don't remember what we were playing, but I clearly remember the mud. Hehehe we made our parents mad with our dirtied dress.

My friend and me were in her house. When her mother saw us, she dissappointly shaked her head. She then washed us under a tap. After that she took her along with me and fed us.

I don't remember their face or names. Their house being Just behind mine. Oh! I remember the fake plastic grapes hanging from the ceiling in their dining area. I always assumed it was real and wanted to try it
O sweet memories!! And now their family and my family are having a cold war. I remember watching the fight. One vacation it was sweet and you comes for the next vacation to watch this. So damn confusing.
I was growing up. Reaching and understanding the adult world. Not so sweet memories!!

Aren't they precious, these memories. Because it gives you strength to move forward and sometimes choose yourself over anything and everyone else. They are poisoned treasure, maybe not . Maybe memories are like amrith. It gifts you immortality but take a greedy gulp,  you'll be ruined forever.

I felt comforted when I suddenly get these memories. So does it haunts me.

How funny we forgot to remember and remember to forget. It somewhat feel nice and safe...like a warm blanket. But be careful you could choke yourself with the same blanket.