my destiny

first encounter

You were deep in the forest bleeding, begging for death but you wishes weren't coming true today. With your blurry eyes you saw a figure coming up

'who in the world would come in this forest am I starting to hallucinate'

Your pov

The bulky tall figure came closer, but anything I soon blacked out. My eyes shot open adjusting to the light. 'Where was I' I sat up to find no one around.
Grabbing my sword, I looked around to escape. "Your finally awake" my gaze turned to the voice. He had dark black hair same as mine and had some kind of robe. Looking closer I realized it was magical knight squad emblem

"come on eat something" you were confused having several questions where were you, who was he, is that food poisonous.

"I am not hungry" you said in your monotone voice, thinking back you haven't eaten in two days you were trying to kill yourself by starving but guess it didn't work.

"Stop pretending and just die if you don't wanna die-" you pull out your sword and stab yourself in your stomach "what the heck" he instantly comes to your aid "why did you do that"

you were tired you just wanted to end your pathetic life. Tears running down your eyes your mind going fuzzy, no option left you started to plead the man infront of you to kill you

"please kill me......please......I beg...you.... I don't wanna live......just end ...... this suffer...ing" you begged and begged. "sorry kid cant do that"

the man stated, he pulled the sword out of your stomach "that looks pretty bad, we have to get you healed" he said examining your wound, you slapped his hand away "its nothing. Wont kill me" you say barely your voice coming out.

After a moment of silence he speaks "your pretty crazy kid, but your not the only crazy one I know"

you get up and get some bandages from your run-down bag. You pull your shirt up just enough to show your stomach and wrap them around your wound. Not that it matters all your pain has already gone numb, nothing matters anymore.

Yami notices a handful of scars on your body "so this wasn't your first suicidal attempt" he asks "18th attempt" his wyes widened
'that's a lot" you nodded "look kid I don't know your story and I have a couple questions for you so let's settle down first" you follow him to the born fire where grilled fish's smell tickled your nose.

You both sat parallel to each other "why are you trying to kill yourself" he asks, you decide to answer him "no purpose left for me to live" he nods and move on

"Why didn't you die after that many attempts its humanly impossible to survive that" he asks "before dying my mother placed a curse on me that I couldn't kill myself no matter what I try. Surely the wound won't heal but it won't kill me" you replied

"It won't hurt for you to eat something it's not like I poisoned it or something" he claims "who knows" you mumble in yourself but eat anyway.
After you both finish eating "its time for me to leave" he says "fine.... bye I guess" you reply "why are you saying bye kiddo, you are coming with me" "what!!!!!!" "You said you had no purpose to live, so I am giving you a purpose" he throws a rob at you "join my squad black bulls, it will be a waste to let you die" he finishes

You were clearly in surprise by his words, "I still won't give my suiciding attempt and I am a maniac" you claim trying change his opinion "you'll fit right in, all of us are manic and failures" he states "are you sure you want some one like me on your squad." You ask "what part don't you get" she yells. You think for a moment and decide to go with him, who knows might someone kill you.

"fine"