What am I? I'm a monster.
I stared at the decaying destruction of boat, scraps, chests, bones. I did this, I did all of this. I wrecked the ocean. The scent, I can't stand the scent, the fear on them all. It's like a drug, I just smell it and... I become a monster, That's what I am, I'm a monster, That's all I am. I don't despise them, I haven't even known one without killing them for there aroma because... I'm a MONSTER.
I began to cry. I swam to my favorite place in the ocean, my rock. My lonely, beautiful rock. I pulled myself along the smooth surface of the-My large rock. I sat there and cried. The tears rolling down my face, the salty taste of the ocean spray.
I may be crying, I may not be strong, I may not like it, But I have to live it, the exact way I have it! No excuses, No fear of anything, No more, No more!
"I can't do this!" I yelled into the nothingness of water. "I can't keep killing! please just give me a chance to do the right thing for once!" I pleaded to the vast blue ocean, My. Beautiful. Blue. Ocean. I looked at my rock and let the tears fall from my face, and disappear in the cracks in the rock. " I guess nothing wants to stay." I looked at the blue water, hundreds of fish swimming below the crashing waves. It's much more peaceful under the water, but above, the loud crashing waves, the shout of billions of sailors on massive boats, the shots of canons, and the sqwaking of the gathering of birds flying over head. But underneath, it's beautiful! The schools of fish, the many species of living things that those humans know nothing about.
The waves crashed against my rock as the salt prayed onto my face, I could smell the storm that was coming. It smelt, Strong. I began to cry again, I don't know why I was crying. Letting out all the stress I guess, no effort to take away the pain. I only, Only wish there was someone like me, that... That I'm not the only one that has to suffer the pain the monster inside me, and maybe inside them too... if there is a 'Them'.
I hate being alone... You have no idea how long I've bin like
this... Do I? I, I don't remember.... I don't remember how long I've bin out here. Too many days! All I remember is my mother.
I sobbed, salty tears running down my cheeks. I pushed the thought out of my head before I became the monster I need to keep in, the monster that should not be unleashed. The monster inside me controls me and I don't have control back until I'm completely calm, If I smell more fear when the monsters in control I'll loose it, completely. I'll go rampage.
"The blue, ocean sea. The waves of sugar, The white open sky, The way my golden tail flies, along the waters edge, the fish may roam free." I sang my mother's song, the one she used to sing to me when I was little. I watched the sun go down into its own beautiful sun set, then disappear behind the water.
"Good bye Sun."
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