you know that feeling when you love someone so dearly? you'd do anything for them? the feeling of the upmost caring for this person?
she has this person who she loves dearly, this person had spiraled into depression. this person got out of it because of her. but in her case, she's getting worse every day.
spiraling into the deep sadness that she's not sure she'll ever get out of.
on top of all the many emotions she feels (actually she's basically a human robot) the strongest of all the feelings is, the most intense feeling of worthlessness that she's ever felt.
back to this person she loves, she's quite possibly the most kawaii person in her life (apart from herself that is) this person brightens her day just by texting her, she just wants to give this person a big hug (but we all know this won't happen because to her dismay she's too awkward and afraid) and all she really wants is a really well written fanfiction about her and this person but she can't write for crap and that would be awkward to ask anyone she knows for.
this person is slowly helping her out of depression.
P.S Happy Feet has a lot of sexual references.