Deviant | Jeon Jungkook yandere ✔

6

My eyes shot open,the same dream again. I breathed heavily looking at the ceiling. I was sweating. I can still remember everything. Her desperate screams, her tears, her eyes full of hope looking at me. It's been four months since they brought me here, in a mental asylum. Ever since that day i have been having this dream. 

The door opened and Dr. Lee came with a smile on his lips. He is the senior doctor here specially came from abroad for my treatment. Yes, my treatment of trauma and mental disorders. It wasn't easy for me to be here but thanks to doctor lee i was able to overcome everything. 

I was told that I was living with a corpse for more than a week. Y/n's corpse. They said due to huge impact on her head she died immediately on spot. She was never alive after that and everything was my hallucinations. 

For a long time i misbehaved with y/n. I made her life painful by hurting her with my cruel words and actions. And after i fall in love with her i couldn't able to stay with her as i dreamed. And when she died because of me i was guilty. The guilt in me made some impact in my mind that lead to me having some dangerous mental disorders. Because of what i couldn't able to distinguish between reality and imaginations. 

It wasn't easy to convince me. I was at a stage where it was hard to make me believe everything. But Dr. Lee helped through everything. I asked him about each and every detail i believed and he was able to answer all of my questions. He showed me proofs, pictures that was taken the day  me and y/n were separated.  

There was pictures of that place full of blood where they claimed y/n died. When i clearly remember that i was the one who cleaned all of it.

They showed me pictures of our kitchen full of unwashed plates that i remember washing with y/n. And lastly they showed me a picture of y/n, her corpse who was wearing the same necklace i gave her. 

Half of her body was melted. Her face, her beautiful face was unrecognizable. I was told that everything i said happened were never happened in reality. Everything was always in my mind, my imagination. I imagined a happy life with her. I wanted to spend the rest of my life happily with her. I wanted to treat her well the way she deserves to be treated. I wanted to give her love and make her happy. I wanted to make her forget the pain i gave her and replace with my love and affection. And because i couldn't, i was guilty and my guilt made me create another world around us in my mind in my imagination where i was living the life i wanted with her. The sweet moments, the time we spent, our first kiss, when we made love, nothing was real. 

" How are you feeling?" Dr. Lee asked and sat beside me. I smiled at him and slightly nodded my head. " Better than before", I said and he smiled. " You know you are the first person who got well fast here. Even after your dangerous mental condition. I was specially brought by the authorities for your treatment. I never thought I would be seeing you all well this soon. I'm proud of you ", Dr. Lee said and patted my shoulder. 

Neither did I think I would be fine. It wasn't easy for me. But with the help of Dr. Lee, I was able to get my mind back together faster. He didn't treat me as a mental patient. He treated me like his own son who was desperately in need of help. He didn't let me stay locked up in a room even when I was a mess. He let me out, let me meet new people around me to give me the idea of different people with different mental problems. 

By the time passes i started to get better. And after four months of struggles finally the day come for what i was waiting desperately. Today i will be discharged and leave this place forever for a better
life." It's all thanks to you. You helped me to overcome my problems ", i said and he smiled. His smile was genuine, it shows pride in a good way and affection towards me.

" You will be discharged today. And then a you will be living a new life soon. A better one, better than before", Dr. Lee sighed and continue. "I always sees you as my son. You remind me of my own son who left me alone in this world long ago. I have always treated you like i would treat him. And now you are leaving too for good. And i want you to leave a better life. I want you to forget about the past and move on. You deserve to live a peaceful and happy life. So Jungkook, promise me something. Can you?" He asked.

I was hesitant but didn't said anything instead nodded my head. " Promise me that you you will move on. Have a family with the one you will love. You will forget everything and live happily", Dr lee said. This time i wasn't hesitant. Because I was sure of my answer. I hold his hands and smiled before answering." I will. I promise i will ", i said.

Dr. Lee heaved a sigh and pulled me for a hug." l'm happy to hear that. And don't forget to visit me ", he said and we pulled away from the hug. I'm ready for a new life.

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I breath in the fresh air. As soon as i step outside the asylum. I feel free now. Free from everyone, free from everything. I patted my back by myself. I did well didn't i? I acted really well. Nobody could possibly caught my acting. Acting of being well. Bunch of fools. I wouldn't call it acting. I never had mental disorders in the begin with. That stupid old doctor thinks I'm mad. Those cops thinks I'm sick. But i know l'm not. They think they can show me fake proofs and i would believe them?

Never, i still remember everything. How can those moments with y/n was my imagination? Bunch of liers. I felt everything. I know everything that happened was real. These four months were hell for me. I had to keep up with these fools to convince them that i believed them. And finally i did. As i promised i will make each person made suffer who separated me from my love. I will definitely fulfil my promise one by one. But before that i need to fulfill the most important promise. I know where they hide her. Now it's time to fulfil the promise i made to y/n.

I looked at her. Beautiful than ever. Just like i saw her last time. After digging in her grave for an hour i finally found her body. " You have been so lonely here love. Didn't you? I finally found you. I promised to never let you go. I promised. So here i am. We will live a happy life away from everyone. Just you and me and our little world around us.
Jungkook hugged your skulls tightly. But he can't see any of that. In his eyes you are still his beautiful y/n.

"l love you. I love you with all my heart. I love you so much y/n and i will forever love you. I will by your side and hold you as if you are the whole world. Because for me you are, my world.

Not even death could do us apart.

The End