Forelsket for eternity

~Han Amare~

Beep.. Beep... Beep..BEEP !.. BEEP ! BE- ...... "sigh"... I opened my eyes looking blankly at the ceiling, as always the alram woke me up . "It's 5:00 am... Ugh I can't be late " I said. I kicked the blanket and headed to the shower , the water was cold but it didn't bother what bothered me was the fact that I have to head to the first day of my university with my brother... MY BROTHER.. " Ugh.." I got out of the shower and dressed up, I glanced over my clock "It took me 15 min to just shower?! , my class starts at 5:30 am .. I hate this " I grunted . 'No one came to wake me up... Not even my own mother.. Ahh.. What did I expect., they wouldn't care even if I have to die today..' I thought to myself while stuffing the bag with my new book for the semester.

I walked downstairs just to see my family having breakfast... My mother called me "han" I walked to her as she took a buttered bread and handed it over me and guilty said "you woke up late today.. I tried to wait for you but your younger brother was... Hungry... So make sure you eat that bread ... " I was fumed , I wanted to say so many things but I didn't want to get angry on my very first day of the university.. "Sigh .... I am not hungry" ...

"Tsk, tsk, tsk " I glanced over to see my father looking at me like I was a disgrace.. "What an ungrateful brat , are you not han? " Said my father while smirking at me.. I hated it. "So now the cat got your tongue, you aren't in a mood of talking back to your father huh? I see " I glared at him not because I wanted to but I was forced to "father you say, when was the last time you allowed me to call you that, Mr. Ezekiel? " I could see the wrinkles on his forehead twitching , he was furious " Hah! Just what kind of animal have I let into my house! Songhi this is all your fault! " I looked back at my mother who was now chewing her bottom lip.. I hate all of it. I calmed myself and said " it's 5:20, enzo amare are you done with your breakfast we are getting late because you keep stuffing your mouth with bread " Mr. Ezekiel glared at me and said "don't you dare say anything about my so-" Enzo interpreted him and said " Father calm down it's okay for him to think like that because in the end he didn't got a full meal when he was in my age " His eyes were shining with wickedness , his green eyes.. He was the worst of all.. My mother said to Enzo "you don't like that to your older brother " A muffled laugh " brother .. " Said Enzo with the nastiest look on his face . I can't possibly ignore that of course I have to say something I opened my mouth to say the harshest words but I felt my mother pinching me.. She was worried because if I make anymore mistakes my going to university would be canceled ... I sighed and left to the car that me and my dear brother was sharing even though they have 15 cars and few motorbikes.

I was hating the atmosphere in the car .. The university was five minutes away I could have walked there but no ... I don't have that option. Just hearing my brother humming his favorite song 'believers ' gives me shivers that go down to my spine... Just few more minutes I kept saying that...
I saw 'Eden Acatalepsy university' with relief I thought to myself 'I can finally pretend that I don't know him... 'We both got off the car and walked in separately of course and my university life started . Wishing that I don't attract attention or trouble.