Wrong number Straykids x reader

9. step3 grabbing the glue

This is all gonna be a pov until a little bit into the middle and then at the end
Also for the next five steps their not gonna ask if they can be your next step your just gonna have moment and then you'll figure out the steps yourself bc I don't feel like making ten thousand different chats 💀and I don't want this to be too cringe 😭    

oh yeah at the end of the story I'm gonna put a little piece of a story i have an idea for and yall need to tell me should I publish or nahh?

TW mentions of sh ,injury's ,blood scars, panic/anxiety attack ,parents fighting , lots and lots of crying , ed (eating disorder) and underage drinking and smoking 19-20 the legal age here is 21 so yeah .
There's gonna be a lot of flashbacks but you still get your moment with SKZ dw 😎 THIS IS PROB FINNA BE LONG ASH

Y/ns pov
Three people cuddled up on one bed in very awkward yet comfortable positions. I know it sounds hella wired but I did have two beds, it was gonna be me and Emi in one bed then Soonie in the other. Last night after we played video games we all laid down and  watched a movie then we all ended up falling asleep. Emi had her arms around my neck while my head was just above her chest and my arms around her waist. Soonie had his hands on my stomach and his face was shoved into my back I could feel his drool going down my back. Soonie and Emi are Siblings their so much alike it's crazy and she's only a few months older then Soonie their not twins but they look alike, Emi has jet black hair with red highlights and her cheeks aren't chubby but she dose have a gummy smile. She's a lot taller then Soonie and definitely more mature they have the same high pitch laugh and they both love treating me as a baby and we've all been friends for as long as I can remember. I obviously don't remember the first time I meet them because my parents say I met them when I was younger but I do remember the day we made the promise to be best friends forever.

//Flashback//
I was Holding my knee and crying like a little bitch. I was riding my bike when I fell off  hitting the ground super hard I yelped when I hit the the ground and started crying when I felt a sharp pain in my knee and elbow. I looked down at me knee the skin was pulled back and you could see my flesh my elbow wasn't as bad but definitely fucked up . Blood was all over dripping down my leg and on the sidewalk,I was crying so much but to make matter worse my parents started yelling at each other .
"I told you she needs to be watched!"
"I can't watch her all the time goddamn!"
"I never asked you too I'm just saying she's a bit sensitive so we have to watch out for her!"
"Well when our kids a little bitch of course she's gonna be sensitive!"
"YOU WILL NOT SIT UP HERE AND CALL Y/N A BITCH!"
"SHES SCARED OF EVERYTHING YOU CANT EVEN LEAVE HER ALONE IN THE LIVINGROOM WITH OUT HER SCREAMING!"
SHES SCARED OF US LEAVING CUZ YOU CANT STAY IN HER LIFE DUMBASS!"
The yelling was stinging my ear and I was scared to move, so I was sitting on the sidewalk crying with my head down and my knees propped up.
"Shit Y/n Jesus Emi come here"!
Younsoon the boy next door picked me up holding my arms around his neck and I could only cry,Emi his sister held my legs so my knee was at an angle it didn't really hurt at. They brought me into the bathroom placing me on the sink . "Holy shit are you ok?"
Soonie was always looking out for me even if i don't get hurt so I wasn't surprised when he was about to cry when he looked at my state. I gave him a weak smile to give him a signal I was okay no matter how bad I looked right now. "Me and Emi are gonna go get some  cleaning what's that word oh never mind you know what I'm trying to say". I couldn't tell him to stay I was nine years old and I was scared to be alone scared they were just gonna leave, I couldn't just flat out say that I would sound like a pussy no way. So I did the stupid thing and smiled signaling them to go out. I was good at first but then a couple minutes passed and I was starting to get scared ,did they leave?, did they forget I'm here ?, they probably don't care. All those silly thoughts I put in my brain caused my body to shake and my breathing to be harder then math. I pulled my hands to my ears to block out the sound of ticking I was hearing and my breathing was just getting harder and harder . Then the waterworks started and my eyes flashed open and shut over and over again. "HOLY SHIT Y/N ARE YOU OKAY?"  Soonie wrapped his arms around me holding me close to his chest and Emi was holding my hand and giving light squeezes . "Anxiety or abandonment issues?" Emi asked me as if she's asked this a million times Soonie slapped her in the back rolling his eyes. "That's not okay to ask dummy." Soonie got out all the shit he needed cleaning me up and healing me as much as he could. I smiled looking up at both of them these people were my best friends. "Anxiety is what I have and even my mom can't make me feel better that fast." Emi looked at me and looked over at Soonie and they both gave me a big ass hug. "I hate physical touch but it's okay with you." Emi smiled at me hugging me tighter. "I hate being around other people other then family but your just different."  The hug went on for about five minutes. "Together forever right best friends "
"I promise "
"We promise "