Im so exited to go to Germany baby!

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I'm Kayla and I'm 17 years old turning
' 18 this
summer, 2nd July exaclty. I live alone here in Canada, my parents lived in Toronto with my siblings. It's been a while since I didn't go there. I'm a Christian girl but not so religious compared to my parents and my family.

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I planned this trip to Germany with my friends a few months ago but they told me last minutes that they couldn't make it due to family issues, but I know they are lying and that they are both going to Mexico just them both . I'm gonna there but alone too see how it is there and hopefully I'll make friend. I'm thinking of moving there I don't really have familly here or friend, only one or two but we never hang out, I mean I'm just not invited, plus I live alone in a shitty crappy appartement so I guess a change might be nice.
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Wednesday, 21 June 2006, 7:30am, Montreal, Quebec

The sound of the alarm waking me up, ugh I mumbled, I didn't want to go to school but I forced myself, another two days in jail and I would be finally free! I get ready brushing my teeth, and chosing my outfit.

The sound of the alarm waking me up, ugh I mumbled, I didn't want to go to school but I forced myself, another two days in jail and I would be finally free! I get ready brushing my teeth, and chosing my outfit

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And since I have curly hair I decided that today I will actually leave it on its own and try a new hairstyle

 "Fuck I look good" I mumbled to myself For makeup I decided to go on my normal base just adding a bit of eyeliner with eyeshadow and lip gloss

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"Fuck I look good" I mumbled to myself
For makeup I decided to go on my normal base just adding a bit of eyeliner with eyeshadow and lip gloss. I made sure to change my tongue and belly button piercing so they would match with my outfit. I can't forget perfume. I go downstairs making breakfast, I just have a cup of fruit, I was trying to watch what I was eating, I have always been so insecure about  my body   growing up, I was pretty fat compared to the other girls to my school. Whatever it's time to go to jail now 🙄.

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I entered school, all the yelling by the teachers, all the couple making out at 8am made me wanna throw up...
I go to my first class which was French, ugh I hate French but I was good at it so it wasn't that bad, I actually speaked French very well because it was my first language.

(Time skips)

It's finally lunch time, ugh I'm so hungry. I go sit at a table where I see my only two "friends" I guess , it was Marie and Laura, two white girls, Marie was a blonde with blue eyes and a prefect body, somehow she always made men fall in love with her, I mean she was gorgeous but had a shitty attitude since she became friends with Laura. I knew Marie for a long time, I came to Canada when I was around 3 years old, I lived here with my parents and my big brother and sister, but they all went to live in Toronto due to my dad business. I had an older sister name Samira, she was so pretty, she is 24yo and is already married. I also have a bigger  brother named Bashir that is 19yo, he works at a shoes company. I know I was young to live alone but I wanted to stay here for better studies because I was the better one that speaked French and since in Toronto they had some special French programs but not as good as the one they have here. I tried the best to make my way through the society even tho I was pretty young and alone...

Laura was a real bitch, she only cared about her and boys, I don't even know how we became friend but probably because of Marie. I mean now they keep hanging out without me, it kinda hurts yk?

I go to the table and they both eye sides me without saying a word, they left the table laughing, my heart sinked, I had to deal with this every single day, I was a sensible person. I went to the bathroom where I hid in the toilet and cried, putting my hand over my mouth so no one would listen. I was gasping for air. Thank god I put a really good setting spray cuz man I did cry....
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(A few days later...)
Friday, 7:00am
I woke up again getting ready for the last day of school, finally!! I can't wait to be finally free.    I go to the bathroom washing my face, brushing my teeth , wetting my hair so it would be more easy to style. I pick and outfit and try it one. Yess, it looks good

Today wasn't actually that hot so I could keep the jacket the whole day

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Today wasn't actually that hot so I could keep the jacket the whole day.    I start doing my makeup and put my hair in a sort of messy slicked back bun. I put some perfume and go downstairs eat breakfast.               ——————————————————————————-
(Times skips)       
FINALLY IM OUT OF THIS SHITHOLE!! I decided to call my parents and tell them that I finally finished school. They also know that I'm going to Germany but I haven't told them about moving out there. I want even a hundred percent sure myself. Fuck it I say to myself. I'm going to do it, I'm moving there. I call my parents telling them about my decision. They answers calmly saying that it's up to me. It's official, im moving to Germany. Now my flight was actually in a week so I kinda did have time to pack. I didn't have that much stuff since I lived alone. I wanted to see my sibling and my parents one last time before going to Germany. So that mean I had to go to Toronto airport. I didn't have anybody to come pick me up, my brother proposed me to go to Quebec and take me to the airport. That was so sweet of him! I'm so exited to go to Germany baby!!
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Y'all this is the first time of me writing on please ignore my spelling mistakes and my English but yea hopefully y'all like it 🫶🏻😜

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