𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒⁽ᴷᵃⁿʸᵉ ᵂᵉˢᵗ⁾ ☆ 𝐓𝐎𝐌 𝐊𝐀𝐔𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐙

ʜᴏᴇ ʟɪғᴇ ᴏʀ ɴᴏ ʟɪғᴇ☆

"I was wondering if you wanted to go to this party with me tonight" I heard Trish say on the other line.

"Girl, you already know I'm down" I said. "I don't even know why you bother asking"

"Just making sure." She said in a more cheery tone than usual.

This could only mean one thing.

"So, who's the lucky man that you plan on smashing tonight?" I asked.

"How the fuck did you-? Actually never mind" She said.

"Are you gonna tell me or what?" I asked.

"Ok, so there's this German band-" she started off.

"Ew, what in the actual fuck is wrong with you? There's no way you're about to hook up with some German dude." I said interrupting her.

"No, you don't get it. Their lead singer is sooo fine" she said.

"I don't know, Trish. You have a pretty weird type" I said.

"At least I'm not a whore, Y/n" she said scoffing.

I rolled my eyes. It's too bad we were on the phone.

"Hoe life or no life"

"Seriously?" She said "Watch I have a feeling you're gonna find the love of your life and regret sleeping with every single man you've hooked up with"

"I am not. Im not into that romantic shit unlike you" I said.

"Just wait you'll see" she said.

"I'm done with this. Anyways, tell me more about your boyfriend" I said.

I quickly grabbed some food, and sat on the couch because she's gonna be talking about him for hours.

I put my phone on speaker and laid down as I listened to her blabber on about him.

It's been about two hours and it seems like she's almost done with her rant.

"He's the man of my dreams" she said. I've had enough of this cringey lovey-dovey shit.

"Bitch, bye" I said hanging up. Ugh that was too much for me.

She shortly texted me after.

'Bye 😘'

I Read her text and got up. I should probably start getting read for that party tonight.

I started doing my hair and makeup. I stopped randomly.

I stared at my hands as I started to think.

Even though I truly hate anything romantic, I couldn't help but feel a little jealous of Trish.

She found a good guy who seems to genuinely like her. I feel so lonely sometimes.

I looked up at myself in the mirror and started to wonder if I was really good enough for someone.

All I've ever done was hook up with random guys I find at least even a little attractive. I've never actually had a boyfriend.

Trish was right. I'm starting to regret the life I chose. I don't want to be a some stupid whore anymore.