Black Mist

If Secrets could be forgets

What does it mean to be pure?

Is water pure?

Is oxygen pure?

Is virginity pure?

Well Now for her it's just blur

DISCLAIMER ⚠️

Hi guys i know that maybe you don't like those disclaimer but i feel the need to sensibilised you to things that can happen in your life that maybe some of you are probably experiencing or people around you.

Know that there's always another way then hurting your own self!

https://www.who.int/health-topics/suicide

Before healing there's talking!

Love you guys❤

**Dashne**

My eyes are closed trying to make abstraction of reality. Im barefoot on the grass but i feel nothing. My spirit is tormented by the shame, by this unknown feeling.

What should I do Now, what im gonna say, is it my life now. Im condemn to live in a constant fear.

Should it stay a secret is mom going to hate me or do something wrong. My anticipation is killing me. I need to talk to someone. Someone who will never juge me, but who would do that.

I went for a long and lonely walk this morning. Its been days since I didn't went down to the village for about 3 weeks now i think. I told my mother i didn't wanted to celebrate my birthday by now it woulb bring back to much bad memories.

I couldn't stand still without feeling trapped by my feelings i sat down on the edge of a great pine. And tried to close my eyes once more. But those vision came back to me and i started crying again. I prayed the goddess sake to deliver me from my shame. But it is by a great silence that I was granted to

It was hopeless.

Out of No where I felt some gentle taping in my hair. I raised my head up and wipe my red puffy eyes with my sleeves. It was that butterfly the same butterfly tha Ressa's showed me.

**Hey... what are you Doing here little buddy... your far from home!

What make you come here huh?

Suddenly I saw him reach down on my hand. It was different i felt like it was listening to what i said.

**At least you can't juge me!

Someone did something wrong to me i couldn't explain but... i feel so dirty!

The butterfly extended his wings and stared to fly. I didn't move so i wouldn't scare him away. Then he came back to my hand and it felt like he was asking me to follow him. I felt so tired i expired loudly and got up to follow his path. We went down to the same old stump there was none of those blue flowers anymore but there was a blue rose on the top of it.

I was stunted to see a perfect cutted blue rose there. Did someone placed it there what could be the chances?

I gently picked the rose but i cut my finger in the process what make the rose fall on the ground. When i got to pic it up again the little butterfly when down on finger. I watched it curiosily for a second and the moment he flied away the cut wasn't there anymore.

This New feeling was magical i felt protected. Was it a sign from the goddess was she watching my steps.

I picked the rose up again and cut my wrist but no blood came out of my skin.

I tried to cut myself again but there was still no blood. It was like skin was made of steel.

I closed my eyes again and I saw it the light.

**WisperingWind**

Your journey just started.... you need to continue on this way... don't be scared... I'll always be there!

**Dashne**

The wind was right i needed to continue my journey. And now that i knew i was protected by the godess.

I felt invincible!

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