Drear Diary

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                  Wednesday June 28th, 2023

Dear Diary, Today was amazing! For once in for what feels forever I had a good day. Unlike all the other painful, life taking, depressing days, today was good. I aced all my tests today and I got to talk to Sam! As the other pages state I have had a massive crush on Sam since 6th grade and today was one of our best conversations in a long time. We talked about how school sucked, what we are going to do in summer AND he even gave me hints that he liked me, or at least what I think are hints. I don't really know but whatever it was gave me butterflies the just wouldn't go away. His eyes are so mesmerizing, his hair is perfect, and don't even get me started on his smile. I just wish I could build up the courage to ask him to the dance that's coming up. Or that he would ask me, I just want to go with him. But sadly I know that won't happen, everyone knows that he likes Katrina and will ask her out instead. A little heartbreaking but it's ok I want him to be happy. But anyways it's getting late and I have to get up early, so I better stop.

               -Laura signing off

                        Thursday June 29th, 2023

I'm done with life. I'm ending everything. I hate life, I hate school and most of all I hate Sam. He HUMILIATED me today. He flirted with me all day, opened door for me, held my hand a few times, but then. At the end of the day he called his friends over as they gathered the whole school around us. His friends handed him a big piece of paper, making me think he was gonna ask me to the dance but j was completely wrong. He opened the paper up and it had pictures of me with scribbles all over it. They had mustache drawn on my face, mean notes all around my pictures. "Ugly pig" "Fat fuck" "kill yourself" and I saw a blade taped to the paper. My heart at that point had stopped but when I looked at Sam all I saw was him smiling cutely, as if he hadn't done anything. Tears began to stream down my face as the whole school started to laugh at me, that's when Sam's smile had dropped, he looked down at the paper and turned to his friends angrily.  I started running out of the school as I heard Sam yell at his friends and yell for me to stop but I didn't. I ran until I reached my house, and then I walked to the bathroom. Which is where I stay until they find me. I don't trying and sorry for getting my blood on the book.
         
                   -Laura singing off, for the last time

No no no, this wasn't supposed to happen, I wanted to go with her to the dance, she the love of my life. But my "friends" had other plans. They tricked me, they replaced the paper I had to ask her with the horrible things.Tears streamed down my face, staring at her casket. "I love you Laura" I sobbed as I held her diary in my hand tightly. "Sam we-" I turned around quickly. "NO! Shut the fuck up, this is your fault, YOU caused this! Don't call your friend ever again. FUCK YOU" I yelled pushing past Conner as the angry and sad tears streamed down. I loved her with everything in me and now I'll never have the chance to tell her.

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Sorry this was so short, it's taking me forever to finish a chapter the I'm this 🤏🏻 close to finishing so for now I thought I would write something short just so y'all will have something new, BYEEE AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FKR 2 THOUSAND READS!!

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