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Chapter 8

I wake up and notice I only have a towel on. I look around confused until I see that I'm in Harry's arms everything that happened last night starts coming back. I smile and snuggle closer to Harry. He looks so handsome. His hair is a curly mess, his lips swollen and red. I watch how his chest rises and falls, I trace his tattoo's. "Morning love." Harry says his voice sounding horse. "Morning darling." I say looking into his beautiful green eyes. "Want to have a lazy day?" I ask. "Sure love but first I'm going to make us breakfast." Harry says getting up. "I'll be down soon I'm going to get dressed first." I say getting up to find something to wear. "Your clothes are in the dresser and the closet love." Harry calls as he walks out the door. "Thank you darling." I call. I find a pair of boxers and put them on deciding that I don't need a shirt or trousers today. I head downstairs and walk into the kitchen, Harry is humming to himself while making breakfast. "You look handsome this morning darling." I say standing in the door way. "Come sit love, I made your favorite. You look beautiful this morning love." Harry says sitting the plates on the table. We sit down to eat and I take in Harry's appearance his hairs still a mess and his eyes have a sparkle in them. He looks so handsome. "Love you okay?" Harry ask waving a hand in front of my face. "Yeah" I say. "Looked like you were in your own world." He says. "Yeah just thinking. What were you saying?" I ask. "Just saying that Niall, Liam and Zayn called and asked if we wanted to watch a movie and said that we could do it at your place or here." He says. "Yeah we can do it here. I'm a little sore." I say. "Okay. I'll let them know." Harry says pulling out his phone and texting Liam. I finish my food and was my dishes. "I'm going to put some clothes on Hazza." I call as I walk back to his room. "Okay darling." I hear harry call. Once I get to his room, I find a cute sweater that looks new and put it on. It has a Cat on the front and it's blue. I walk back downstairs to see Liam, Zayn and Niall sitting on the couch but no Harry. "Hey guys where's harry?" I ask. "There you are. Come one I'll take you to him." Liam says grabbing my hand and pulling me away from the other's. "Liam where are we going." I ask. "I'm not taking you to harry, he stepped outside to call his mom back." Liam says. "What's wrong?" I ask once we finally stop waling. "I need some information." He says. "Okay ask away." I say. "Tell me more about Niall." He says. "why what happened?" I ask. "Zayn and I were asking him questions and I think we hit a nerve because he stopped talking." He says. "What did you ask him?" I say. "We asked if he had ever thought about having children." Liam says. "Yeah you definitely struck a nerve." I say. "Why, what is it?" Liam ask. "Niall was born with both female and male parts, same as me. So he can get pregnant." I explain. "I still don't understand how it struck a nerve." Liam says. "You have to wait for him to tell you it's not my business to tell." I say. "Okay, I will. I just needed to know if it was something we had said. Let's get back to the others now." Liam says walking back towards the other's. I follow him and I think about what I just told Liam. When we come in view of the other's, I notice Harry is dressed and sitting on the couch. I take a seat beside harry and Liam sits one the other side of Niall. Liam picks the movie, which ends up being the notebook. I am halfway paying attention to the movie while I can't help but feel bad for what I told Liam. I didn't notice when the movie is over until I felt someone tap on my leg. "Huh" I say looking up. "You okay love?" Harry ask. "Yeah just thinking." I say. Before he can say anything Niall comes running into the room and grabs my hand and pulls me outside. "I think I'm ready to tell Liam and Zayn about the incident because I told them about me having male and female parts, but in order to tell them I need you there with me." Niall says very fast. "Whoa Niall mate breath. Of course I'll be by your side when you tell them." I say. "I also want to tell harry. So you grab Harry and I'll grab Liam and Zayn and we will meet back in the living room." Niall says. We walk back in and I go to get harry and bring him to the living room. "What's going on Love?" Harry ask. "Niall wants to tell you Liam and Zayn something." I say as we wait for the other three to get here, once they do Niall stands by me while Liam and Zayn sit by harry. "Okay first of all I'm going to say this again but I was born with both male and female parts which means I can get pregnant." Niall says. He waits a minute before continuing. "Two years ago, I was walking home and this group of guys were following me. They cornered me and started beating me once they were satisficed with that, one of the guys he um raped me while the others watched laughing. Two months later I went to the doctor and found out that I was pregnant. I was a wreak, I didn't know what to do. I didn't want an abortion and I didn't want to keep it. So I made the decision to give it up for adoption. When I had the baby, it was a baby boy, I held him for a while and then gave him to his new family. I gave him to my teacher and her husband since they wanted a child but couldn't have one. That is the reason I froze when you and Zayn asked me about wanting children." Niall explains while crying. I hug Niall and wisher that everything's okay in his ear. I knew about it already but it still makes me mad that someone could do that to Niall. I let go of Niall when Liam and Zayn get up and walk over to us. "Baby nothing like that will ever happen to you ever again." They say. "Are you sure?" Niall ask. "One hundred percent." They say hugging him. I have tears in my eyes and excuse myself. I go to Harry's bathroom, I shut and lock the door and begin to cry. I hear someone knock on the door but I don't get up, there is complete silence then I here the door open. I look up and It's harry and Niall. Harry leaves and shuts the door. "You have to tell him Lou. He has to know that you can get pregnant." Niall says. "What if he runs? What if he thinks I'm a freak? I can't handle that Ni" I say. "Just do it for me." Niall says. "Okay send Harry in." I say and Niall leaves and is replaced by Harry. "What's wrong love?" Harry ask. "I'm like Niall. I can get pregnant." I say. "That's wonderful love." Harry says. "Your not upset?" I ask. "No if anything I'm happy. Lou I see a future with you and that involves children and if that means that you can give birth to them then I'm happy." Harry says. "Thank you." I say. "Your welcome love." Harry says picking me up and carrying me to the bed. We lay there until we fall asleep.