Being Cameron Dallas Sister

Chapter 52

//CRYSTAL//
**flashback**

"I have to go
Goodnight guys"i said between sobs and
Ran offstage

Those
Words struck me

'" Do I even have a best friend???

A best friend wouldn't pretend to die"

I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my best friend that I haven't seen in a while

My razor....
I cut for each mean word she said that hurt me because you don't know how it feels to know what
Your best friend thinks of you

That's all I remembered before everything went black.....
**flashback over**

I woke up in a room with White walls
I instantly knew where I was

I was in the hospital one again
God damn it
I thought I was gone for good..

My thoughts were interrupted when
Ashton walked in and came and sat next to me

"Hey babe are you okay?" He asked

"Do you really want to know?" I said

"Of course I care a bout you" he said

"Okay well you know how we ran into eachother and I told you that I just got out of a comma
Well you now Shawn right? " I said

"Yeah Shawn Mendes" he said

"Well his girlfriend Dominique and I were best friends and well here's the story of how I got into the comma"

**flashback**

Then I remember what happened my and Dominique went to a bar with Shawn and then we got drunk and Shawn let Dominique drive and shaw was drunk and hit a tree and here we are

Where is Dominique and Shawn oh god I hope they are okay
I got up and I saw Cameron come in and I aid
"Oh hey Cameron"
He didn't respond he just went and sat on the chair next to me and held ..

My hand?? What the hell I thought I was awake
Then it hit me

Was I dead?
Oh god I can't die not now my life was just starting to go great
And then I just had to ask Dominique and ask her if we could have a girls day
Then I dropped onto my knees and started crying

I stopped crying and then ran to the nurses desk and looked for Shawn and dominiques room
After I found them I went to shawms first and then I saw that he was okay but had bruises and scars and
Then of course I ran to dominiques Room and saw that she was okay
But why am I the only one who might not live .....

I started crying again
I need to stop doing this..... I need to wake up I need to wake up for me,
I need to wake up for Dominique
Otherwise who is gonna be her best friend and comfort her when she is down
I need to be there for her
I also need to wake up for Cameron
'stay strong Crystal
You can do this
You need to wake up for Cameron Dominique
Shawn and your family
'
I kept telling my self over and over until I went back to my room and I listened to what Cameron was saying to me and holly was there too crying into cam's shoulder
**flashback over**

I finished telling him and his face was shocked

"Woah that must've been hard to handle with" he said

"That's why I decided to start my life over starting with you guys" I said
We hugged

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A/N

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~xoxo Dom