Forbidden - Lady Lesso X Female Reader

Chapter 12

Tears clouded my vision as I made my way into the blue forest. It was dark at this point but that wouldn't stop me. Lesso had told me that she would meet me later as she has a meeting with dovey. No one knew where I was, nether did anyone care. I thought that torturing Sophie would cure my pain and suffering from the events that occurred with Aella, I was wrong. My chest started to rise and fall harshly as I entered the darkened woods. The harsh wind slapped against my face making my skin feel impossibility tight. The moon shone barely, due to the heavy clouds that it covered. All the reapers and other monsters dared not to approach me, fearing what wrath I would unleash on them. My magic was fighting inside of me. Begging to be realised. After taking in a huge gasp of air I rerealised a ear splitting scream. One filled with pain and sorrow. The entire school could of heard it, the pain, the hatred, the guilt were all mixed into a concoction of one scream. My voice was ripping my throat, like I was swallowing needles, painful enough for me to think that my throat might break. Whilst screaming my magic was realised into the forest. It hit and obliterated anything and everything in its way. Trees, monsters, grass, pansies, everything. It broke the ground, obliterating all the foliage that was once there, it left nothing but dirt around me. I knew that coming to this school would unlock emotions that had been buried deep inside me but never did I think that this would be one of them. Grief. Why did it have to be Aella? The one student that I could relate to and one that I tried to help, ended up being dead because of me. I never once thought about the people that I have killed or have been killed at my hand before but Allea. She did nothing and I got her killed. If I had just done what Deidamia asked, and given her my magic, Aella would be living. Having fun. Being a child. That's what she was. A fucking child. And now she's dead.

Harshly my screaming stopped as I collapse to the bare ground in exhaustion. All of my magic had been used up in one anger filled realise. It does take its toll. I felt numb. Like how I had felt before lesso, Aella and everything this school had done to me.
Looking from my limited vision, I saw that the majority of the forest had been obliterated. The only things left were a few stumps of the trees that once stood there. I lay, as if dead, until the sun started to rise, signaling the start of a new day. My clothes were muddy and looked as if I hadn't changed them in years. My voice seemed to have seized to exist as when I tried to cough or groan in my pain nothing but air came out my mouth. I didn't want to get up. It wasn't like I could anyway. My whole body was shaking, probibly in shock, unable to do anything other then tremer. If I got up then I would have to act like nothing was wrong and that I was the emotionless 'Never after' that everyone expected me to be. Tales show all the positives and the happy endings of the prince and princess that lived happily ever after. Never what came before it. Not the pain of loosing someone you loved. Not the hate for your actions. The guilt that consumed you until it swallows you whole and leaves nothing but a poof of smoke. Or the light that feels like it's been turned off leaving you in pitch blackness. If being the 'Never After' has taught me anything it was that life isn't a fairytale. And that it never was. This sure as hell made it clear.

"Oh my gosh. There she is!", A woman with a high voice shouted. I could hear the snapping of tree branches and the gasps as they looked at me. I hadn't moved from my original position. Lieing down on my side, gasing at the horizon. The suns rays had shone apon me, showing my broken and tattered state. My back was facing the people that had decided to make thore presents known.
"Y/N!", A rougher female voice shouted.

No one's POV:
Y/n lay there, in a lifeless state, as the deans and the some of the teachers walked over to her. Lesso had been behind dovey whilst making her way to the forest but one glance at Y/n and she ran straight to her.
"Lesso don't hurt her!", One of the teachers shouted. They believed that lesso was going to punish and make their life a living hell for demolishing the blue forest. How wrong from the truth they were. Instead Lesso crouched down and pulled Y/n body into her lap. A single tear fell from the Y/n's eye as she looked up lovingly at her dean.
"I'm sorry", Y/n croaked quietly, that only lesso could hear her voice. Teachers around them stood shocked at how passive lesso was being. Dovey was the only one that wasn't shocked by lesso, she was shocked that Y/n had the magic to muster such destruction. Yes she was aware that Y/n had strong magic, but this strong? Carefully, not to hurt the woman, lesso picked Y/n by her arms and legs and made her way back to the schools. The deans cane was placed ontop of Y/n as lesso carried her back into the safety and comfort of the tower. The teachers stood wordless, for they had never seen the dean so kind? Some even thought that she didn't posses such a trait.
"Clarissa what just happened?", One of the ever teachers said. All of the faculty were wondering why the dean would be so...nice!
"You don't think...", a never teacher said.
"No! It's forbidden! Not even lesso could do that!", Another one said.
"But have you seen how she acts around Y/n!"
"She does seem calmer and...nicer then usual". As the teachers pondered dovey began to walk over to lesso and Y/n, ignoring any and all accusations made against the two of them.
"Lesso what happend?", Dovey asked in a worrying manner whilst taking the limp hand of Y/n. Her thumb grazed over the back of her palm in a comforting manner. Y/n was still, but barely, conscious. Her eyes fluttered and threatened to close every passing minuet.
"Clarissa how would I know?!?! We were in a meeting and all of a sudden the whole fucking forest is demolished!", Whilst lesso shouted at dovey Y/n finally managed to get a word out.
"Lesso", she whispered quietly, suprised that her lover could actually hear her.
"Shh it's alright. I'm taking you to the infirmary". Looking over at dovey, a hint of concern ,some might say scared look,  shimmered in lesso's eyes.
"Lesso...there having ideas", the good dean said. Snapping her head round lesso looked dead into dovey's eyes.
"Clarissa now is really not the time to be telling me this!", Lesso shouted back. Unknowingly to the deans Y/n finally lost her consciousness as lesso stepped into he school.