"You r the emperor and i am your consort-.
Jungkook frowned " Stop "
" You clearly know I never wanted us to be just friends. Its unfair to you but to tell the truth i never want to let you go. I want you to be with me forever, willingly!"
Jungkook thingly gripped his hands as he confessed his hesrt.
Jungkook's sincere eyes he dare not look at.
He was moved by Jungkook's sincerety and also temped to nod his head to be with him forever.
But he dare not ....he dare not gamble how long this forever will last.
And ,
How long will it take for them to grow apart.He want to keep a part of his heart for himself. So that if that day ever come when his lover doesn't want him anymore then he can also forget that past like a sheded tear. If the love that Jungkook is talking about is so true then he want him to prove them not by words but by his action.
Society is telling him its wrong to want Jungkook for himself, he is the emperor he can't have him.
His lover is the sun,
That can be seen but never touch.
His lover is the moon,
That can be admired but never be,...his alone.
Beside on what basis should he believe him ? because they were friends or his husband when in fact they didn't even perform the sacret ceramony. Because he, a mere nobel consort do not have that privilege.
only the Empress will have the pleasure to marry Jungkook officialy.
That will be consider his true wife at that time it would not matter who came first.Greated with Taehyung's silence Jungkook no longer spoke. After placing the medicine on his palm jungkook left the cave.
Watching Jungkook's back his heart clenched in so much pain that it was difficult to breath.
But,
He didn't chase him...Taehyung Stop! You can not lose yourself. Can.Not !
The person you love most in this world should be you. No One Else but You.What are you hopping for ?
Its only common for a man to have more then one women. Even your own father who immensely respect and dotes on your mother have three other 'wifes'.And your mother, as his main wife
have No Right to complain.Beside even if he look at no one else but will the court officals allow, will his grandfather allow ?
What about the heirs, will he also sacrifice this?
People will start questioning him accusing him of not doing his duty of giving an imperial heir to the throne. Is Jungkook willing to cross all those hurdles just for you?
The mere thought of Jungkook with somone else give him nightmares but he will lose himself if he decided to put all his trust in Jungkook.
If only he had known how much he will regret it.
....
Jungkook angrily walked outside the cave hoping Taehyung will follow him but even after walking for 15 mins he heard no footsteps behind him.
Instead with passing time his emotions calm down. Thinking about how Taehyung might injure himself in process of applying medicide he changed his step and walking twice the speed he came towards the cave..
This can't go anylonger, he have to think of something to make Taehyung completely his. Step by step he have to make Taehyung all his.
The things that people easily gets they usually don't cherish it.
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