Chapter 2

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hey guys sorry I didn't post, my school term just finished so it got busy but I have a two-week break now so I'm going to post as much as I can. 

I hope you like it <3

TW mentioned cutting. none actually happens in this chapter just talk about it.

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Nicks POV:

last period came around too fast, Knowing who I'm going to have to deal with after school at this stupid detention makes me want this school day to never end, which is something I never thought I would say, but hey there's a first time for everything right.

when the time came for me to go to detention I made sure to take a long way so I could spend less time there and go home faster, but once I reached the class there was no putting it off so I sucked it up and pushed the door open to  reveal Mr howl and Tyler, 

Mr Howl was sitting at his desk and the front of the class, and Tyler was sitting two rows from the back against the wall. both of their heads lifted up once they heard the door open, making it feel like there was some sort of spotlight on me and not the good kind. "sorry I'm late Mr Howl" I said while walking to a desk o the other side of the class from Tyler, "I wouldn't expect anything less from you"  Mr Howl replied and I was so taken back that he said they I kinda snapped "just like your wife doesn't expect much from you" as soon as the words left my mouth I realised what I was saying, but it was too late, the words were out and I could change that.

"WHAT DID U JUST SAY" he yelled, "sorry Mr I wasn't thinking," I said being honest I wasn't, "that's it detention every day after school for the rest of the week," he said with a smug look on his face, "AHAHAHAHA, shame," Tyler said from his seat, all I could do  was glare at him knowing i shouldn't get in more trouble, 

"oh you think that was funny Tyler," Mr howl said, oh I know where this  is going, and I don't know if I love or hate it more, "Ummmmm, no?" Tyler said, "Well I think you'll find it even funnier in detention tomorrow after school, every day for the rest of the week," he said almost laughing, "MR NO, you can't do this to me, not with her please," Tyler said basically begging, "it's final now sit down and be quiet, there's still 45 minutes left of detention".

and that's what we did, sat there in complete silence for 45 minutes, not allowed on our phones and only allowed to do homework, but I wasn't in the mood to do homework so I just sat there thinking, thinking about everything, like, school, dad, even Tyler, *not with her* I don't know why it just kept running through my head, am I really that bad, like yes I know we hate each other but he hates me so much he can't even be in the same room as me.

And my dad, because we had gotten in a fight last night, started over nothing like usual but he made it so much bigger, it started when I asked him not to talk about my dog dying, then 20 minutes later, I'm getting yelled for being selfish, but the main two things I can't forget is what I heard him say to my mum and what he said to me.   

After I said I didn't want a hug the reply I got was, "I could have a heart  attack tonight, then what"

"Back In my day there was no cutting, and when someone says they want to kill themselves they do it" 

I just couldn't believe he would say those things when he know the history I have with self-harm, and how much I struggle with it, and the best part in the morning her can't even remember what he said cause he was too stoned to remember. so he just gave me money for lunch as his apology, but hey that's the story of my life. 

I was pulled out of my thought by Mr Howl clapping his hands, "Right your free to go, ill see you both here tomorrow, same time" and looking right at me "On time please", 

"yes Mr, see ya,"  I said walking out of the class as fast as possible so I can go home, "what were you thinking about for 45 minutes" I heard from behind me "What?", "the whole 45 minutes you were all in your head thinking,"  Tyler said as if it was obvious, "oh nothing, bye," I said and left without looking back. 

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Hey guys, the was chapter two hope you liked it, if u have any ideas or any suggestions please let me know I would love to hear them.

lots of love

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