Caretaker of Prince With Anger Issues

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Jk : if the care taker herself get sick then who will take care of me .

// You slowly lift up your head and  met his eyes . His one arm was wrapped around you securing the coat . You quickly  looked down afraid to experience this unknown feeling arose inside you //

Jk: I am tired .....can we sit for a while ?

// You again looked T him and nodded slightly. Then you both sat on a bench while one side of hos coat was still covering you . It was weird but you were feeling so good to be this close to him // 

Y/n : jungkook ........can I ask you something ?

// he gave a nod //

Y/n: what happen to you this afternoon? What is it  that you saw ?

// he looked at you for sometime without saying anything//

Jk : don't be too nice with me .......I am not that kind of person who deserves all this....

Y/n: who told you that?

// he looked infront and swallowed before continuing//

Jk : I'm a monster....I killed my own brother .....I deserve nothing infact I don't  deserve to exist in this world ...........

// You held his arm making him look at you //

Y/n : you are wrong ,jungkook .....you deserve everything ...it was an accident ...you didn't do that intentionally.......everyone knowns that .........they all want you to forgive yourself and move on ......

Jk : you will never understand that.......it's not easy to move on ...it's easy to be said then done .

// You smiled weakly and looked down //

Y/n  : there's nothing impossible if you try ...I was also like you when I lost my parents in an accident ....I hated myself for being the only one who survived.....

// he looked at you surprised//

Y/n: I blamed myself for their death , I lost every purpose of my life ...it was not easy to grow up without parents ....but then I found a purpose of my life ......I worked hard for my self ...to vanish that trauma ........I decided to study ...to become someone who can help people who are suffering from this .....

Y/n: that's why I became a psychiatrist---

// suddenly you stopped while jk slowly raised his eyebrow. When you realised you disclosed your true identity you shook  your head //

Y/n : I...I mean I wanted to become a psychiatrist...haha

Jk : stop it .....you can't even lie properly

// You looked at him confused as his reaction was quite unexpected//