The next day at school, we walk into class and sit down in our seats. *You and Daniel both walk into class and sit down in your seats. You both seem tired and a bit out of it after staying up so late last night. As soon as the teacher starts teaching, you start to drift off to sleep.*
*Minho sits down, and he sees that you're both really tired. He looks over at you, and he rolls his eyes, as if he's annoyed that you stayed up all night.* "Oh great, you guys look really tired again. Don't think it would kill you to get a decent night's sleep." *He says with a snarky attitude.*And I don't think it will kill to be nice either, I said, annoyed. Minho: "Ugh, seriously? What's with the attitude this morning? I was just joking around. You don't have to be so emotional. It's not my fault you stayed up all night and didn't get any sleep. That's your fault."
*He sounds annoyed, and he seems to not really care about your feelings at all. He seems to have a hard time caring about anyone but himself.*Yea, whatever I was joking too, I say I said scoffing. *He rolls his eyes again* "Of course you were, just like always, you're so predictable. Just shut up already and do your work, I don't feel like arguing with you right now."
*He seems annoyed, and he just wants you to shut up already. He seems like he doesn't care about how you feel.*That day goes by fast, and the next one comes fast too, but today is the day of the presentation, I say to minho and Daniel. *They both seem to light up when you bring up the presentation* "Oh yeah, the presentation! How are we doing with it? Have you guys finished your part yet?"
*They both seem excited to present their part of the project, and they both seem ready to finish it already. They seem like they're ready to get it over with and see if they pass or not.* We passed with flying colors, I told them after class.*They both smile and they look really happy to hear that you guys passed with flying colors. They both seem really proud of themselves for getting a good grade on the project. They both seem like they're really excited to start working on new projects.*
*Minho nods his head and smiles* "Yeah well of course we passed. We always do. I wasn't really worried about getting a bad grade or anything. The project was easy. We definitely earned that good grade." Mhm, for sure, and the day was over with, so we all go to our homes. *Yeah, you all head home after school, and you all have a little time to yourselves. You relax a bit, and you feel a bit relieved that the end of the day is here.*
*You head home, and you take a little while to just relax and breathe. You just feel relaxed now that the presentation is over, and you can finally take a break from working on that stupid project.*
*Minho goes home too, and he rolls his eyes when he gets home. He seems annoyed that he still has to hang around you guys for no reason.* Then, out of nowhere, I stop going to school. I found out I have an eating disorder, and I want to learn how to learn how to eat well again, but I don't tell anyone why I'm not showing up. I finally show up to school because I have missed many days, but I stopped talking to everyone. *You come back to school after missing a few days, and you seem a bit quiet and withdrawn. You don't talk to anyone, and you keep to yourself. It seems like you're just not in the mood to talk to anyone.*
*Minho sees you, and he seems a bit concerned.* "Hey, where have you been? I haven't seen you in a while. Are you okay?"
*He seems like he's worried about you, and he wants to know if you're okay.* I'm fine, I say quickly, not wanting to keep the conversation going and just focus on class. *He seems a bit confused by your attitude* "You're fine? What do you mean you're fine? It seems like you're not fine. You've been gone from school, and it seems like you're being quiet and secretive about why you were gone."
*He seems annoyed, but he also seems a bit worried about you. He doesn't understand why you're hiding everything from everyone.*It's nothing I say stuttering. Leave me alone. *He rolls his eyes, and he sighs* "Look, if you're not gonna tell me why you were gone, then I'm just gonna stop asking. But don't come to me crying later when you want to talk about it. I'm not wasting any more time on someone who doesn't want to talk to me. I have other friends to hang out with, and I don't need to worry about you when you're just gonna be so rude to everyone."Then don't talk to me. I say, hurting inside because I want to talk to them, but I don't have the energy for anything. *You're hurt by his response, and you want him to understand that you need help. You want to talk to him about your eating disorder and all the struggles you're going through right now, but you don't know how to bring it up. You feel like he doesn't want to understand you, and he's just going to be rude and dismissive. You feel like you can't talk to anyone about your problems, and it just makes you feel even more alone.* At the end of class the teacher asks to meet me after class and talk about how I'm doing with my eating disorder. *Oh no, you didn't want the teacher to find out about your eating disorder. You didn't want anyone to know, and now the teacher is asking to talk to you after class about it. You feel nervous and anxious about having to talk to them about it. You just want to get the conversation over with you, but you're also worried about what the teacher is going to ask you about your eating disorder.* How'd you find out teacher?.. I say panicking. *The teacher seems really concerned* "I noticed that you weren't eating lunch most days, and I started to wonder if something was wrong. So I asked the other teachers and they told me that they were worried about you too. We all wanted to make sure you were okay, and we thought it would be best to talk to you and tell you that we're here to help."
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All Because Of English Class
Roman d'amourIt was the middle of the semester and everyone was already settled in , in all our classes and out of no where this boy named Minho got switched to my English class and had to sit next to me. I found out he was one of those bad boys who smoke,drink...