"Okay so well in high school Harry was my lab partner. We had to build a mini robot, not as hard as you think, but anyway he came over or I went to his house everyday for like a week. Than he invited me to go to a party with him on the weekend. I said yes, since I kinda liked him..um anyway it turns out the party was at his girlfriends house, who is a total shag by the way. She was being witch an was telling me to 'back off her boyfriend' and I tryed to explain that we where just lab partners and she lost it and hit me square in the jaw. Harry found out and dumped her. He told me he always had wanted to dump her and all he did was ask her to tag along with him and a bunch of friends for pizza. And that was just cuz his friend liked her and he was trying to set them up. But she toke it the wrong way and thought they where boyfriend/girlfriend already. He was gonna break it off but he didnt want to hurt her, but with what she did to me..he thought that was enough of her. So they split. Well than we got really close over the next month or so, and we where supposed to go to the dance together..but than he went to the X Factor. But hey, it turned out well for him." She finished that last part with a bitter sweet half smile.
"Oh Blakely.." I said and gave her a tight squeeze.
"Haha its fine!" She said breaking away. Just then we heard a knock at the door.
"Ill get that, yeah?" She just nodded an went to sit back down. As soon as I opened the door 5 bodies pushed though.
"HUNNY IM HOME!" Louis yelled at the top of his lungs, which got giggle-like scuffs out of everyone.
"Okay lets all go get changed." Liam said.
We all nodded and as we where heading upstairs I grabbed Harry by his shirt and whispered to him "Blakely told me what happened. Dont mess this up agien styles."
He just blushed and gave me a firm look, and with that we went upstairs.
"Okay so um, i have this one, this one, or this one." I said showing Blakely my swimsuits. I had a blue one piece that had white and pink flowers on it, a purple bikini that was just plain, and a black and red striped bikini.
"Ummm, this." She said with a smile pointing to the striped one.
"Okay ill wear this." I said picking up the purple one. "You can just change in here." I said walking out to the bathroom. A few minutes later I came out. I also had jeans and a sweatshirt on. They never have seen my scars. Im not sure if I want to deal with that right now..
"Hey OMG YOU LOOK GREAT!" I said running over to Blakely giving her a hug. It was true, the girl could be a model!
"Aww thanks! Wait should we wear things over our swim suits too..?" Liam asked pointing to me.
"Nah. Its just down the road." I said and with that we walked.We got there is like 2 minutes. It was actually a nice day.
"POOL!" Harry yelled grabbing Louis and jumping into the pool straight away. Liam laughed and than went in to, along with Niall and Blakely. I was about to go in as well until i noticed Zayn on the side.
"Hey, you coming?" I asked a bit confused.
"Nah. Cant swim, so i'd rather not just hang in the 3foot section alown." He said surging his shoulders.
"Oh okay. Hey its warm, wanna go on the roof and tan?" I suggested.
"Yeah that would be great." He said, his face lighting up. We left the pool and grabbed some towels on the way out. When we got up to the roof I relized i was still in my clothes so I just toke them off, and was standing in front of him in just my bathing suit.
"Umm care to explain.." He said in a shaky voice eyeing mu body.
"Oh yeah..umm no prob. Well you know how i said i ran away?" He nodded. "Right well before I did I would starve and cut myself. It just got worse and worse. Thats why you can see so many scars and yeah, some are fresh.. Umm anyway, i had an eating disorder, thats why you see hip bones and thats also why i have a thigh gap and everything. Im not under weight though. This is how im supposed to look." I finished looking down. To my surprise he just ran up and hugged me.
"You shouldn't hurt yourself.." He said taking my forearm and leaving a soft kiss on my deepest cut.
"Thanks Zayn.." I said in a whisper voice.
"No problem love. Now how about we go tan?"
"Haha, yeah lets do that."
We spent the next half hour talking about random things until i suggested to go get the boys and Blakely so we can get some pizza. We made our way downstairs to see Harry and Blakely talking and sitting at the edge of the pool, Liam was swimming with Niall and Louis was trying to drown a floaty.
"Umm hey guys you wanna go to the cafeteria? They have like the best pizza here." I said. They all just turned towards me and nodded and their eyes stayed locked on my body, staring at me. Than I remembered my scars are in full view.
"Okay heres what happened." I said with a sigh and explained everything to them. This time i even told them about my family. They all goy out and gave my a group hug saying how im perfect and trying to cheer me up. Thats when i lost it. I broke away from the hug and the looked confused.
"Look guys i hate sympathy. Dont think you have to be fragile with me. Dont think im weak. Seriously im fine." The nodded and i guess they got the hit cuz when Louis was staring at me with a pitiful look i grunted and swung him over my shoulder and ran and jumped into the pool.
"Hey! Okay i get it! Your strong!' He said getting out as i just laughed. Everyone else was laughing to. I got out and started flexing my arm. "What, i work out!" I said and started singing from that verse in 'Sexy and i know it'. After we a laughed at my ninja dance moves we made our way to the cafeteria. The guys where safe here since it was empty and i doubt the 90 year old server would recognize them.
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