Tutor ~|~ BL ~|~ RanZu

~Backstory~

I went silent.

Rindou elbowed his older brother, silently scolding him. "I'm sorry Sanzu, you don't have to tell us anything you don't want to." Ran apologized.

I let out a sigh. "It's getting late, I should be getting home."

Before any of them could say anything I ran out of the house. I instantly felt bad for leaving but what else could I do? I felt like I was gonna cry when he asked me that and I wasn't going to get emotional in front of them. I walked down the dark, silent street when I got startled by my phone buzzing. It was Koko. I answered it automatically.

~*ON THE PHONE*~

Koko- Yo dude, I've called you like 5 times, what's up?

Sanzu- Sorry, I was with my new tutor.

Koko- Damn dude, that sucks. You're great at gambling though, why don't ya just drop out?

Sanzu- You know Takeomi, he would kill me if I dropped out.

Koko- Honestly Haru, you should've left your family years ago. You don't like either of them and Takeomi just keeps dragging you down.

Sanzu- I know, I know. But I just can never pick up the courage to ditch 'em.

Koko- Well whatever, so how's it going with your tutor?

Sanzu- Good, he's very nice. I'm sorta kinda friends with him, his brother, and his brother's boyfriend now.

Koko- Sounds more than just a tutor if ya ask me.

Sanzu- What do you mean by that?

Koko- You know exactly what I mean by that.

Sanzu- Ugh. That's low Koko, I just met him.

Koko- I fell in love with Akane the first time I met her. And then once she passed I fell in love with her brother automatically. And now we are engaged so ya know.

Sanzu- Yeah, yeah. I gotta get home, I'll talk to ya later.

Koko- K. Don't study too hard~

Sanzu- Gross!

Koko- You know you want to.

Sanzu- I'm hanging up now. Good bye.

Koko- Byee!

~*END OF PHONE CALL*~

I hung up the phone and kept walking towards my house. Once I got there Takeomi scolded me for being back so late. I just dashed into my room and shut the door. I kept thinking about how I had just ran out on Ran and the others. I felt guilty. I wanted to go back. I've never felt more comfortable with anyone besides Koko than I did with them, though it was mainly Ran I felt comfortable with. I plopped down onto my bed, putting my face into one of the pillows, sighing heavily.

I never had a serious relationship with anyone besides one person. It was only about a year ago and I honestly was never that crazy about them, everyone kinda just assumed I was. I resent them now though, and honestly, I should've resented them a long time before we started dating. Everything went wrong in my life because of him. And the sad part is no matter how hard I try to forget him, I have these stupid scars on my face to remind me he is still out there. The stupid diamond scars I've had since I was like ten or eleven. I looked into the mirror of my bathroom and laughed. I've never told anyone about how I got my scars. The only people who know are my family and the one who did it.

~* FLASHBACK (3RD POV), TW: Blood*~

"Keisuke, let's go, we're gonna be late." Manjiro yelled.

"Oi, Takeomi, could ya watch Emma for me while I drop Manjiro and Keisuke off with my grandpa?" Shinichiro asked.

"Suuure. Just hurry back." Takeomi replied.

"Takeomi-nii! I really want a toy airplane, just like Manjiro-kun's!" Senju yelled in joy.

"Ugh, where is your brother? He should be teachin' ya to like girly things like princesses and playing dress up." Takeomi retorted.

"Well, I uhhhh.... Haru-nii said it's normal for me to like those things."

"Of course he did. Just go hang out with Emma."

Ten minutes later Haruchiyo came running over to Senju.

"Senju! Why did you tell Takeomi that I said it's 'normal' for girls to like boy things." Haruchiyo yelled.

"It's not that big of a deal Haru-nii, he doesn't care."

"He does care! I get yelled at all the time for your nonsense! It's unfair! Stop blaming me for everything!"

"I'm sorry..."

"You should be!!" He ran off.

"Senju, it's not nice to treat your brother like that... you should take responsibility for your actions." Emma added.

"I'm just scared of what Takeomi-nii would do if I told the truth..."

"I'm sure he wouldn't care that much. He would go easy on you cause you're a girl. Shini does that for me."

"Yeah, I guess."

About an hour later Emma decided to take a nap while Haruchiyo was sitting outside playing with rocks. Senju ran past Manjiro's room and peaked in. She knew she shouldn't. She'd get in so much trouble. She still walked in and grabbed the airplane though. She ran around the room making 'airplane noises' while holding it high in the air. All the sudden, Manjiro and Keisuke got back from karate lessons and she heard them and got startled. She fell and heard a crack as her and the airplane hit the ground. It was broken. The last model of that kind of plane, now broken on the floor. Senju felt a wave of fear hit her as Manjiro stepped inside.

"Who did it?" He asked in a very serious tone.

"I-" She spit out.

"I said, who did it?"

"Haru-nii did it!" She covered her mouth after the words fell from her lips.

She let out a sigh of relief as Manjiro walked away from her. After a little while though, she heard her brother scream from outside. She ran downstairs to see what was going on.

"MANJIRO STOP! THIS IS INSANE!" Keisuke screamed at him.

"Smile Haruchiyo." Manjiro said in a cold tone.

Tears were running down Haruchiyo's face as he twisted it into a smile. Senju started to cry after seeing her brother crying hysterically on his knees with a slight smile on his face. His mouth was drenched in blood and Manjiro's hands were all gross and bloody.

"Now laugh." Manjiro commanded.

Keisuke stared at them all in horror as Haruchiyo started to laugh. Emma looked out her window and screamed which caused Shinichiro and Takeomi to finally run out and see what was happening.

~*END OF FLASHBACK*~

I wanted to hate Manjiro after that. I wanted to hate my sister too but I never had any courage to do anything. Instead I obeyed Shinichiro and followed Manjiro after all those years. That is, until we started dating. We constantly fought over random things after a year into our relationship and neither of us were happy together. So we then ended it. Ever since then I realized Manjiro was nothing more than a jerk and I began to finally hate him.