FOREVER YOURS

CHAPTER 19

Teju was in her room... she was crying a lot.... How she wished karan was with her in this situation... she was always there for him whenever he need her ... she always sacrificed a lot for his dream, career and what not .... Being his own wife she had to see him being linked with another woman and she being called a third wheel.. she kept quite because he was scared if it would affect his career but today when she needed him to be with her...he was not there .... She knows its not easy to give up on a child... she knows she said wrong when she said she wanted to abort the child and calling it a mistake.... But if he was there calming her and telling her that their baby will never affect her career and if she has the talent she have now..nothing is stopping her from living her dream one day .... But he was making her the villain ... a mother who wants to kill her child for her dreams and career

She was thinking all these and crying her heart out ...that's when her bedroom door slowly opened and karan came from the guest room...she knew he was also crying ..his eyes were red and teary...she wiped her tears and stood up and went to bed facing opposite him ...

Karan without entering the room

Karan – I have taken an appointment with doctor tomorrow .... So be ready in the morning itself

She didn't reply anything ... so he turned to go back to the guest room and that's when he heard her weak voice

Teju – karan ......in all these years did you ever loved me like you loved me when we weren't actor's ? (cracked voice )... loved me like the time you loved me when we dot married ?

Karan turned and went near her ...he saw her broken face .... He cupped her face and bend down to her level and kissed her forehead....both were crying !!

Teju – please don't hate me sunny ... I love you a lot (feeble voice )

He sat next to her and hugged her tightly both were crying...he was rubbing her back and after sometime they were calm

Karan – I am sorry for being a jerk ... when you said that we were going to be parents I was on cloud 9 and at the same time you said to abort the baby.....i...I just lost is baby... please don't question my love for you... I love you so much ..maybe more than yesterday and that's never going to decrease in future also... we will together go to the doctor tomorrow and I want you too to live your dreams ... be maniratnam sir's droupathi and shine in all industries (kissing her forehead )

Teju was having tears in her eyes

Teju – please forgive me sunny if I am being selfish here

Karan – shhh!! This is not your decision ... its ours ...now come sleep !!

Both laid on the bed and karan creased her hair ...she snuggled more into him...she was relaxed as he is also with her by her side in this... teju slept after some time... but karan was not able to sleep... its said that if mother carry a child 9 months in her womb feeling them growing inside her but a father carry them in his heart ... they become their world from the time he comes to know that you are already there .... This was not different for karan... he was already a father at heart when his ladoo said that they were pregnant and then tomorrow they are going to kill their little angel ... he was unable to sleep ... he was having flashes of small babies ... he was in tears thinking about their little angel...he managed like that till morning without sleeping ...he hugged teju as she was hugging him tightly ..he kissed her forehead

Karan – bacha !! get up..please

Teju who usually throw a lots of tantrums got up quickly ....both their face looked pale and sad ...he gave a smile which she knew was just to make her feel good

Karan – good morning sunshine !!

Teju just hugged snuggling to him and he creased her hair

Karan – we have appointment early morning before it will get crowded. so get ready fast