Things I Hope Someone Relates To

i hope you know the pain you caused

I hope you know the pain you caused when you left. I was happy you were my favorite person in the entire world and we were so close you were healing all the damage everyone else caused you left in the blink of of an eye no good bye no explanation and in the letter you say im sorry it was the drugs not me but when the drug were in front of you you had a choice me or the drugs and you chose drugs and left me alone with nothing but a hole I can't seem to fill I feel like this isn't the first time caused I remember when it happened before you made the same choice I felt like you tried to shoot me and missed so I took the gun and reloaded it then gave it back to try again. I hope that when you out from behind the bars that have caged you in for 6 years now your life is so hard you can't get a job I hope I don't talk to you I hope that breaks you I hope someone leaves you high and dry and it feels like your getting gutted I hope your life gets so hard you just want to die cause then you'd know how I felt and feel. I use to think you would choose me over anything but I guess I was wrong