hard loving (d.m) (t.n)

03

I wake as the  sound of birds begin to chirp, I glance outside to see the dark outside but the sun peaking just a bit to light up the clouds, I stare at the clock next to my bed reading the clock

5:09 am

I stared around the room, the feeling of nostalgia coming back, the memories painted on the walls, a sense of happiness settling by with in me. I decided to get ready to walk around considering I haven't been in hogwarts for a year. Most students would still be sleeping considering classes don't start till next week and it was a Monday. I put on my long sleeve white shirt with grey soft shorts, I put on my slippers after my socks that hang just a bit above my ankle. I close my door hoping not to awake anyone on my floor. I crept down the stairs into the common room that was lit perfectly to brighten just the sitting area, which was where my eyes met those cold blues eyes once again.

"Oh your up" his voice raspy and deep, he must of woken up a couple of minutes ago.

" hey" my voice quiet but still loud enough for him to hear.

"Come sit" he patted the spot next to him, I don't know if it was a good idea but I thought maybe I should just see. As I say next to him his eyes remained on fire and I made sure to keep my distance.

"I didn't think you would actually do it" he says breaking the silence

"Do what" I questioned

"Leave" his voice sounded so different like he was different, like this wasn't the Draco I know back then

" I was coming back"

"But you left me" I know what he meant I just didn't think it would effect him so much

"Draco, you know we wouldnt be together, what we had was just a fling, you know that our families wouldn't allow it" I know it seemed harsh but it was the truth and he knew I was just trying to be genuine

"I didn't care that we weren't gonna be together, I cared that you weren't there" his eyes finally look at me

"Really cause what I heard you seemed to move on very quick, I think it was exactly a week before you found your new thing" my voice begin to grow just a bit louder so he understood my point
"Astoria green grass was it" I question

"She wasn't you Riley, you realise I didn't want anyone but you" his face only inches from mine

" Draco it's been a year, you moved on, why are you bringing this up"

"Because I hate you, I hate you so badly that it irritates me that your here" his voice fills with venom

I look at him, my eyes filling pain, I know he was angry but not this angry

"Draco remember you slept with some else, I walked in and there youse were, what was I meant to do just stare at you with another girl"

"Like you said 'it's not like we we're gonna be together'" he adds a little laugh at the end

" so your saying I was just like all those girls that you slept with" I question hoping he wasn't as bad as I was assuming

"Weren't you though I mean you were just as easy as them" his stupid smirk hit me like bullet

"That is a lie and you know it, all those nights when you came to my dorm cr- "

"Woah what going on here" Theo and the rest of the boys come strolling in this time including a Tom riddle

"Oh nothing" your voice fake and high

you get up and make your way towards the exit ready to just leave this situation. You sat there eating off into the distance as a certain hufflepuff sat next to you

"Hey Riley"

"Hey Cedric"

" I heard slytherins throwing the 'back to school' party tonight, you going?" He questions

"I didn't even know they were throwing a party"
"But I'll be there"

"Oh that's great" he states a handsome smile plastered on his face. "How was beauxton, I haven't heard you speak much about it to anyone, although I heard something bad went down last year but school tried to hide" he states it as if he's trying to get answers to what happened. At the mention of it my mind went blank the coarse moment playing in my brain

"Somebody help please" my voice strained and exhausted all the girls at the door staring in horror as I grip onto her hanging legs trying to get her down, she was just a little girl, I thought, the rain and thunder loud as the windows flew open, I pleaded for someone to help and in that moment the head mistress came running in and stared at her bod-

"Hey you there Riley" Cedric's hand swaying infront of my face

"Hey sorry I blanked out there" I informed him

"All good so do know what happened?" He questioned

"Nothing happens just rumours people tend to make up" I told back

The party

Lights were set to a dark green, music blasting, people yelling and alcohol displayed everywhere, and here I sat in a dark corner lying on a couch with a bottle of whiskey in my hand just observing everyone as party, looking at how everyone's one changed and how everybody's acting, I watch how every drink is being poured the girl placed on Draco's lap making out with him, how Neville sells weed now all of it, just wondering what changed. As I sat there here came along a certain slytherin with green eyes and shaggy hair.

"Riley what are you doing over here I could barley see you" he questioned

"Good" I stated and my last remark he lifted my legs sitting on the couch and putting my legs on his thighs

"This is a pretty comfy couch" he states as my eyes connect with his. I lift the bottle letting the liquid run down my throat in that second Theo grabbed me by the neck merging our lips together, the liquid seeping into his mouth, we continue to make out as his hand caresses my thing going slightly under my dress that hangs on the top of my thighs.

"Ahm"

Me and Theo disconnect to be met with Draco's burning stare

"The what are you doing" anger in his tone

"I was just talking with Riley here" Theo laughs

"Look like a lot more than talking " Draco states

"Draco your being dramatic come sit " Theo lifts up my legs just for Draco to come and sit as the both seem to converse with each other while drinking the rest of my bottle. I'm quick to stand to go and find a new bottle and a new place my steps come to a health as Theo's hand grip my wrist

"Where are you going"

"To get a new bottle"

"You better come right back"

"I will" and with that I walked off to the alcohol stand where there were multiple all of different kinds. I grab a full bottle of alcohol and make my way to a new couch just at the entrance of a slim hallway that seems to be set away for the party but still close. I lay down my back rested on the end rest as I start to drink the new bottle and think. Thirty minutes later two figures show up with questionable looks on there face.