Every time I tell a guy I like them they pity me and say yes. The next day I always find out they lied to me and I cry myself to sleep, just hoping that the memorys could just be washed away. No one likes me they're just pretending no matter how much I try no guy will like me. Throughout my life I've noticed people don't like me because I'm weird or is it because I like the same sex or that I'm bot popular and people ask why?. Why not can't I be myself without needing your approval to be me? Can't people see deep down I'm not happy no matter of how good I am at it. I just want someone t come up to me and ask me if I'm okay and when I say I am really okay I want them to look me in the eyes,hug me,and then say I know your not. All I want is a guy who likes me for me all I know is I'm not alone because my boyfriend is in the future.
