EVERLASTING LOVE

I used to think I was done with love until I met this boy, but to my horror, he was the one who tore my heart apart so severely that I was unable to even breathe or go to sleep at night.

Hello, I'm Nyx, and here is the story of the boy I like most who hurt me in the end.

  I  was raised by my grandparents, who  live in the United States, and they gave me the most incredible birthday celebration a child could possibly ask for when I turned six. There are some of my pals. I have three cakes and a tons of gifts from my family.

When I turned seven, I was in grade two. I had a crush on a boy named Jimboy, but it wasn't a good idea, so I told myself to uncrush him because he's bad. Guess what? I only liked him for one day.

One day during MAPEH time, we were tasked with creating something out of Popsicles. I chose to create a well and fill it with blue glue. I left the room for a short while to get a food in the canteen, and when I returned, I was shocked to see my Well Project completely covered with freaking GRASS. I was so upset that I did the unimaginable. I grabbed jimboys hair and smacked it against the chair , And as was to be expected, he sat down in his chair to sob until the teacher arrived. What a dramatic freak.

>FAST FORWARD<

Arcainne was the kindest, most attractive, and most clingy boy I've ever encountered when I had my biggest crush on him when I was in third grade. I fell in love with him after I realised he has the biggest crush on me, but before I liked Arcainne, I asked him if we could still be best friends even if we don't  like each other anymore. Since Arcainne is my best pal.

But when I realised I adored Al Johven, it didnt took me long enough to confess my feelings for him. As soon as Al Johven's mother learned that I have a crush on him and that he has one on me as well, she encouraged us till Al Johven's father also found out of it. To allow us to share, they would daily give Johven two sandwiches, Like lol.

<FAST FORWARD>

I already told my story about liking that b*tch Eric so let me proceed.

I had a lot of crushes back then, but before I met Kyle, I'd never felt this way. I was certain that I wanted to marry him until we were both gray and old. Kyle was my first kiss on lips, My First hug and everything..  ofc you may say that NO it was your parents, grandparents.. you guys are already matured enough what I'm saying right? I'm not talking about any of my parents or grandparents..
Anyways it wasn't long enough when I found out that kyle had a crush on me.. but ofcourse as an overthinker girl I asked almost everyone about it.. and yeah kyle do like me. We started liking each other and ended up being lovers NOVEMBER, DECEMBER, JANUARY,FEBRUARY, MARCH, APRIL and MAY.. the most horrible month for me is MAY.. that's when everything started going downhill.

Kyle would not give me time..we would always fought over small things, We never talk to each other and only reach out when we need something. But I never let that Passed. I did everything so that kyle would notice me.. took me so many days and when he said that he was sick.. I was devastated.. when were practicing for our graduation I would literally have no energy and would literally be bored so when it was Wednesday he finally came and I was happy.. I hugged him.. I kissed him.. he said that he wanna be friends over with Eric and I was freaking happy but acted sad and concerned.. but in the middle of the practice.. wow he was friends with Eric..  after that day i chatted kyle and told him about it..

N: U said u will no longer be friends with Eric?
K:sorry but I have no one to talk to, you're literally far from me..
N: oh wow.
That's where things started to get messed up.

It was Friday and I was supper passed at Eric that I grabbed the dustpan stick and literally wanna go hit him with it.. but my friends stopped me and said pls no. You will be at the guidance office if u do that.

So I didn't do it..

I know kyle was tired of me but I waited for him to Said he was.. til it's June 30 and said that he was tired and he said thank you for everything

I cried and cried until I saw a blade and I wanna cut my skin off and when I told my friends about it they said were gonna do it with u haha, they're tryna make me laugh but no I was too mad and angry at the same time. But I chatted sir and ma'am ef and they said some words that lighted me up and I decided not to harm myself anymore.. they said I should move on because if kyle was the one for me even if I have the trashiest attitude or the ugliest face he will stay.. but if he didn't then he's not the right one for me... I learned to love myself and if ever kyle wanna comeback I would accept him but I don't think it will ever be the same after he hurted me dozen of times.. but I will not hate Kyle cause let's be honest he made me the happiest person alive and he's my greatest Love, I just don't think kyle deserve me.. he deserve someone with beauty and brains, not overthinker, not always jealous. I wish I could be that girl but no.  THE END.

"If you see me as your moon, please feel free to comeback and make my darkest nights shine again"

-BASED ON TRUE STORY
JUST CHANGED SOME NAMES.
WRITER: SECRET