As I sat in my family doctors room hearing my grandma call my dad and birth giver frantically, I listen to the sirens screaming down the street. -what if I ran out that door the ambulance wouldn't have a chance to get me- I sit thinking abt my next move. The nurses walk in and strap me to a bed I didn't fight. I stared at the ceiling annoyed with myself for coming clean. The whole ride to the Er I was trying to free my arms but I couldn't get loose. Slowly the ambulance stopped and the big doors opened in the back letting in a stream of light blinding me. They take me to a room locking the door so I can't leave. I search the room looking for an escape but there was no way out. Four solid walls, bed, few blankets, a glassed in tv, and a camera in the corner of the room. I sat staring at the door and fidgeting with the blanket. I ended up passing out after hours of waiting. I woke up to a nurse wanting a blood sample a stared at him annoyed but let him do what he needed. Hours pass, a nurse offered food and I just nodded slightly as she handed me a white box. I stared at the box, slowly lifting the lid, I ate part of it and saved the rest not knowing when they will offer next. I must of passed out bcs I was awaken by a nurse to put me on another bed and get sent away. -why didn't I run when I had the chance- I thought staring at the paramedics. We drive for an hour or so. We come up to this building -what is this place it's huge- I sigh and wait for awhile.