Vindictive

The Beginning

Bullying? What is bullying? Is hurting someone just for fun means bullying? or saying bad words; insulting someone that much to lower their self-esteem considers bullying . Or just hating/ spreading rumers about someone for the mere things they have and you don't count as bullying??

I don't know the exact definition of bullying but one thing I know; only a weak person with a weak mindset can only be a bully . It's not some drama shit people use as an excuse for themselves sometimes that a person is bullying you because he/she might have feelings for you. Bullying is far from that. When you like someone or something you tend to protect it , save it at any cost then how can you even imagine yourself to hurt the person you like or it's just an excuse to abuse the person or Are you that weak from inside that you can't even accept the fact that you have feelings for the other person, that you like them instead you just start to hurt them so that your feelings can fade away!?

To forget something or someone you have to accept them first. If you are in denial then they always haunt you.

Sometimes people just can't stand others success, their beauty, their glory, their reputation, their luxurious life, their life circle because they want all those things to themselves which is not a bad thing but when you start to Envy those people instead of getting motivation from them, frustration, sadness, anger, all kinds of negative thoughts born inside your head and then they do the unthinkable.

I used to get bullied a lot ,cuz I was ugly? I used to cry a lot, hitting and cutting myself, falling into depression and almost at the edge of my life but then he came and saved me or should I say saved both of us from our inner demons. It was karma that gave us a second chance that day when I first met Min Yoongi . It's been 13 years since we are living together by being each other only hope of life.

Growing up I learned that they didn't bully me cuz I was ugly or something, it was just their mere excuse to abuse someone to let out all the disappointment their parents have on them . I was smart so i studied at the top most school of seol for which their parents had to pay a lot. I wasn't and I'm not ugly as i realised I was quite beautiful and have my own charms.

Revenge? Revenge is not good for our own self as one lost his self, his inner peace , his morals everything in the fire of revenge but what I'm going to do to him, I'm gonna call it "Avenge."

Maybe - Maybe the old Kim Namjoon would be completely opposite of what I'm going to do but the old Kim Namjoon died the day he jumped off from that bridge and a new Min Namjoon borned that day whose only purpose of living is " His whole Demolition."