Ashley's Accidents

Chapter 7

- Ashley's POV-

I realised as we were making our way back to the car that i really had to pee, it just came out of nowhere and i knew for a fact that i would have no chance whatsoever of holding it if i drove. Without even giving Ella a chance to decide, i told her she was driving and to hurry up as i jumped into the passant seat and held the liquid inside me as hard as i possibly could.

I'm going to make it! I thought, despite the fact i had my hand jammed into my crotch where its been since i felt a tiny spurt come out, and im still desperately wriggling around, i'm still going to make it! We're getting closer and closer to home.
I am however conscious of Ella, i haven't made eye contact with her but i can feel her eyes burning into me every time we hit a stop sign.

We slow to a stop at a junction and all of my initial optimism faded. I felt a second spurt trickle into my panties, which had only just began to revert from the indigo back to the light blue, and i realise im fighting a losing battle. I try to hold on but my bladder was aching and was nowhere near as determined as me.. i yelped as i felt a strong stream exit me and soak my hands and panties completely, and with one final wave of desperation my bladder gave in.. Pee began gushing out of me, soaking my skirt and car seat and there was absolutely nothing i could do but watch in defeat. It feels so good to be letting go and with the way i have been recently i'm genuinely surprised i managed to last as long as i did.
Breathless as i feel the streams continue to rush out, i am swiftly brought back to reality: "Ash..?" Shit! Emma's here, she's seen this whole thing!
"Ash, hey its okay baby, we're almost home.. if you'd have told me i would have found somewhere to stop for you" i whimper, how could i have forgotten..

I didn't say a word or look in Em's direction at all for the rest of the journey.. i'm so humiliated.
Luckily it doesn't take long for us to pull up outside our apartment and i get out of the car immediately and run inside before i even give Em a chance to speak.
I quickly unlock the door and run inside, just as i feel a stabbing pain in my abdomen.
No sooner had i felt the pain, i was soon feeling the culprit and there was nothing i could do to stop it.
I wordlessly stood there in shock as my bowels began to empty into the back of my panties, i slowly placed my hand on the growing bulge and felt it expand further as the rest of my load left my body, i hadn't even realised i needed to go!

I stand there in shock, my skirt still dripping from my accident in the car and a tennis ball sized bulge in the back of my panties causing it to tent out at the back.
I once again snap out of my daze as i realise Emma could be walking up to the door any second now and all she'd find is me stood here like some form of humiliated statue that just used its underwear as a toilet!
I can't let her see me like this. I run into the bathroom and shut the door behind me before taking a deep breath to calm myself and getting to work on cleaning myself up. Why did this happen today of all days? I turn the faucet on and slowly step  out of my skirt, placing it in the basin so the water can rinse the piss out. I then make my way over to the toilet and squat above it, peeling the full and soaking wet panties that are no longer blue down over my ass.
Just as im about to empty the contents of my underwear into the toilet, i realise in horror as the handle turns and Emma appears in the doorway that i hadn't locked the door.. i hadn't even heard her come in.

She's just staring at me.. I had panicked and pulled the underwear back up as i saw her in the doorway, squishing the shit against myself.
Now im stood here staring at the person i thought i wanted to spend my life with and all i can think about is how she'll never want to see me again after this.
How could you want to stay with someone when you've just walked in on them with panties full of crap and soaked with piss? But then to my shock after 30 second of staring, she pushes me back against the basin and slams her lips against mine, i don't know what to do and i stand there and let her continue as i feel her hand slowly find its way to the mound in my pants..
Suddenly she steps back and apologises, turning and leaving the bathroom, shutting the door behind her and leaving me there, embarrassed and flustered. What was that Em?