Unexpected (BWWM)

Chapter 16

I knew one day it's going to happen, to have my first heartbreak but I didn't think it would happen like this I knew it was going to be bad but I didn't think I'll be this bad I miss him he's my everything my first love I want him only him he may was unexpected but that's what made our relationship special but I lost him

I fucking lost him and it's hurts it's really bad I see everyday at school he doesn't even look at me it's like what if he never talks to me we never get back together he says it's better this way but it's not its worse I can still have my plan I just want him that's it

In my room I was laying down in my bed in the covers it's safe place a place where I get hurt Makema tried knocking but I didn't answer her she just left it alone so did my mom it's been a hard 2 weeks I want text him but it's bad idea just best I be quiet and pretend he never existed

At school I didn't talk to milo because then he'll ask me questions I can't do that right now I went straight to class

' she been like that all week' Makema said
' I'd never seen like this she most really love him'. Tyler said
' it's always first love that breaks you the most'. Milo says Makema and Tyler agreed They see Ethan talking to his friends

' who's going to talk to him?' Tyler asked
' I would but Makema your better at this'
'The hell you mean?'
' Makema you're like cupid and our therapist you know how to fix things ' Tyler says

'Ugh fine only because she's my cousin and is like my best friend' Makema walks over to Ethan

' sup bro you good?' Makema said
' I'm fine what about you?' He asked
' I'm okay but I know you're lying'
'What are you talking about?' Ethan asked they started walking

' let's see you broke up with you're girlfriend that you love very much that's also my cousin '
' listen Makema I'm not find but I can't cry all the time plus she's seems happy'. Ethan says Makema stops him

' happy? Ethan was are blind she's lost without you'

' all she cars is her plan and her future witch I'm not in' the bell rang and he went to class

He's hurt duck he's heartbroken but he knows if two people so right for each other they'll come back to each other young live not isn't it's hard but you just need to work together and find ways to help each other

If he wants me to prove to him I love him and I want a future with him I have to prove it I don't care anymore he's the only one I want to be with like my mom said it's can also make

our bloodline stronger I can teach my family African ways he can teach me he's way we can learn from each other we can make a new plan fuck it no matter the plan I just want him in it

I love him I'm in love with Ethan Marsh I'm of proud it I just need to show it and I am

It's all or nothing right?