My life <3

My health

Before I begging I want to say that my spelling is kinda bad so pls I hope you understand it take care <3.        This all started when I was 10 years old, my mom and dad got divorced my mom got a boyfriend she's pregnant my dad is straight, one day I started to see that my siblings were ghosting me they didn't talk to me it was weird, but I didn't give it attention I got little more fat over time they were still ghosting me still I didn't even care, and when I got fatter my brother started to call me names,like ,cow. fat ass, pig, man your moving the whole earth, then that was the week I started to get insecure I started to wear a jacket so nobody can call me a cow,                                         Then one of my sisters started to say stop eating to much I-I was so weak I always started to cry nobody even said "are you okay" nobody I was lonely well am still lonely suffering. I even tried to k!ll m!se!f at a young age and  everyone started to bully me over my lazy eye :(... did I really deserve this..... I wish I was skinny like everyone else and not having a lazy eye.