Deadly love!!

!NEW HOUSE!

              SASHA'S POV
Ohh God.... Sometimes I just feel why am I just living this fucking life oh i should correct my self I m not living I am surviving... I don't want to  spend my entire life just accepting my dad's hitting and cursing , schools bullying,.and many more things (sigh)...
But what can I even do , I have to be strong for my mom's sake at the end I don't want to make her suffer due to my behaviour against my father , father pfft why am I even calling him father he's just a abuser, molester, gambler, greedy and a fucking selfish man,( started crying)
I can just pray to God to end all my and my mom's suffering . I want to become an independent women so we can leave this man forever and I will take care of my mother on my own I want earn like a normal girl live a normal life with all happiness , I want a good job for paying my and my mom's bills and to live a happy life.... But this isn't possible for me i can't have normal life like any other teenage girl....

I was lost in my thoughts when Nancy called my name loudly in my hear ," I am not fucking deaf Nancy and please do not do it again.. ohh my ear hurts"
" Hehe oh i will do it again and again whenever you zone out suddenly hahah"
She started laughing," and what were you thinking just now "
" Ohh nothing important just worried about exams ", I felt bad for lying to her , i mean she was the only good thing to me besides my mom , we were not best friends cause i never told her anything about my life like bestfriends do so she was only my friend.." ohh yes me too but babe you need to take a chill pill, steeve is throwing a party at his new house today at 6 and i want you to come with me",
" Umm now who the hell is steeve?!" Seriously i never gave a fuck about boys in my school i mean i am not lesbian but i never cared about those feelings , cause I never got a enough time for those type of stuff but i do wish to have a man who will understand me properly respect me care for me and not pity me for my dad's doing towards me.

" Sashaaaaa.. you don't know that handsome , boy with olive eyes brown hair mascular body sharp jaw ohh my gawdddd.. this girl needs a break from being a book caterpillar" I was a little shocked by Nancy's ranting about a normal boy but what can I say she's a type of girl who's a extrovert, smart, and gorgeous offcourse .

" Umm okay cool down but I m so sorry I can't come with you  i have important stuff to manage back at home soo you have fun" with that I left for my house (sigh) ya that house i never want to go back but for my mom I have to.

When I entered the house the door was slightly open to my parents bedroom , and suddenly I heard crying noises of my mom  and saw my dad slapping her hardly across her small and fragile face I mean why don't this fucking old man don't understand my mom is suffering from lung cancer  and can't resist all his beatings , I rushed inside and caught his hand to stop him without even knowing tears were rolling down on my cheeks uncontrollably , he saw me and smiled evilly , " ohh look who we have darling, my sweet daughter" and with that my mom shouted me, " r-run away sasha and lock y-your bedroom door don't open i-it " , and when she completed her saying my dad slapped her one more time now I can't bear this I took a flower vase kept on a table beside me and with all my strength i hitted him with it on his head  , my mom a little talen aback and shocked by what just happened she started crying loudly and said " rum away sasha runn..." ,
" No mom I can't leave you with this monster please mom let me help -" without even completing my sentence my dad rose up and tugged on my hair with his hand and shoved me out of his room, he forcefully dragged me by my hair to my room more like a storage room or a attic , he throwed me on the bed and tide my hands and legs to the beds headrest and leg rest , I was sleeping on my stomach my back towards him and now I very well knew what he was going to do , he forcefully tore my t shirt and thrown it on the floor I saw from the corner of the eye removing his belt from his pants I was crying uncontrollably and begging him to leave me , " p-please l-l-leave me dad i-i won't d-do it again i-i a- am sor--" without even letting me to complete my sentence he whipped me with the belt the pain was uncontrollable It felt like hell but what can I even do he continued with his evil doings and after a while what felt like hours he stopped , i counted he whipped me 21 times my back was hurting like hell , and then he spoke something that made me shocked from my core,

" You are going to marry Mr.Romano in a month and today I will drop at your NEW HOUSE!!!" he stated the last words with venom in his words , how can he do this to me.. how can he do this to his own daughter..., How can he even agree for technically selling me away... If I left this place what will he do to my mom.. who will save her from this monster in my absence...

It was 3 in the afternoon , when my dad came barging in my room I was sitting in the corner of the room holding my legs close to my chest , offcourse I had wore a new shirt when he tored my favourite one.
" We are leaving right now get ready in 5 min and look presentable , you are going in Romanos mansion , I am waiting near the car outside if you will not come down in 5 min be ready to face the consequences....Am I clear..!!?" he yelled at me,
" Y-y-yes" and with that he left the room.

This is my life and what else can I expect from my life which already is a leaving hell , all my dreams will come down crashing when I will be married to the most feared mafia don in the country...

I got up from my place and saw a reflection of a weak tiny ugly girl who can't even stand for herself...

I found  my mom waiting near the stairs when I came downstairs she had a guilty face , " please take care of yourself mom , and be safe from h-him" and with that she hugged me and i winced in a little pain cause my back was going to take a week to stop paining and a month to the scars to fade away.
She was crying on my shoulder and said," I m so sorry my little girl your mom can't even keep you safe I am so sorry..." With that she started crying loudly I heard my dad had honking andi don't want the last thing to happen that my dad come in and beat my mom again so i calmed her and left , I took a last glance at the house and sat in the passanger seat...
We drove for an hour or two and stopped in front of a hugeeee mansion and what can I even expect from a mafia don to live in ,

THUS IS MY LIFE NOW ONWARDS....(sigh)..

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