Messiah P.O.V
"Damn why do I keep fucking this up." I thought to myself, as Naoki walked back in the club. I don't purposely try and hurt her, it just happens naturally.
Let me take this time to introduce myself, My name is Messiah Harris. I'm a seventeen year old junior in high school. Im what you call "The Player", I cant help that I'm just that nigga all the hoes want to be with. Truth is I dont care nothing about them girls, only one girl has my heart and that's Naoki. But at the end of the day, im still a boy. And I think with my dick and not always my heart.
Me and Trey been down since we we're in middle school. She was the quiet girl , while I was the popular one. I remember the day we met as if it were yesterday.
-Flashback-
I was on the court playing ball with my boys as usual. My bestfriend Kerry passed me the basketball, and I did a simple layup. Basketball isn't my specialty I'm more of a football guy. I can play any sport, I'm what they call an over achiever.
I'm only in the seventh grade and all the hoes want me. I was so lost in playing the game I didn't realize I knocked this girl down.
" Damn, watch were the fuck you going! " she snapped at me.
I'm looking at this hoe like "who tf you talking to?". She must not know who I am cause don't nobody and I mean not even these teachers try me.
"Bitch I was finna apologize to yo ugly ass but you want to be rude and shit. Hoe back the fuck up for you piss me off. I'm MESSIAH MOTHER FUCKIN HARRIS you betta show me some respect and act right." By now I was all in her face and dared her ass to do something. I mean she far from ugly, she actually pretty asf, but I woudln't let her know that now. She sitting her embarrassing me in front of my people. I wasn't just going let it slide.
I was surprised when she just looked at me and laughed. When I mean laugh I mean that hold your stomach and tears in your eyes laugh. I was so shocked she laugh that I didn't realize when she stopped laughing and came and stood directly in front of me.
" Listen to me and listen well. You don't put no fear in my heart. Fuck nigga you make me laugh, these bitches round here may be scared but I'm not. You think you big shit, but baby I know some nigga that will leave your lil ass spooked. Just cause I don't fuck with nobody and quiet don't make me scary. Take this little talk as your warning, come at me wrong again that's your ass. " She whispered all that in my ear. With that she walked away and sat on the swings.
" Damn, what she said to you?" Kerry asked while pushing me back to the court.
"Nothing important" In that moment I knew I liked her. She was mad different from everybody else, she was the first actual person to stand up to me. And even when she cursed me out she whispered it in my ear, that alone let me know she not one for making scenes so she was a keeper.
-Later that Day-
I waited until I saw her walk out of school to approach her. I was kinda nervous and that was a first for me.
" Omg Messiah what do you want? " she asked while rolling her eyes
She was pissing me off, but I decided to swallowed my pride and apologize. "Look I'm sorry for making you fall and making a scene today during P.E."
"Ok, Is that it." she seem unfazed by my words completely.
"No, you seem cool and I wanted to know if you wanted to chill with me. I know we started bad, but I need a chick like you on my team. So what do you say?"
"Look, we can be friends but just know that's about it."
"Cool can I walk you home then."
"Sure."
The whole time we walked we talked about any and everything we could think of. Naoki turned out to be the coolest girl I ever met. Even though she's quiet in school, she actually has a lot to say. She was a observant that's why she stays quiet and just listens. I liked that and thought that was mad cool.
-End Of Flashback-
Ever since that day we have been bestfriend. Overtime we grew feelings for each other that we couldn't hide. She loved me and I loved her. She was my first everything and its the same for her. I want to to take that extra step and make things official. But I'm scared title are going to ruin our friendship. But if I keep waiting Im going to lose her all together.
"Damn this shit is stressful" I though out loud.
I walked back in The O looking for Naoki so we could talk. Suddenly I felt a small soft hand rubbing my arm. I look down to see Leah this hoe I fuck with.
"Hey bae, why you ran off earlier"
" Uhh I had to talk to Naoki"
That seem to piss her off cause she stopped rubbing me and just rolled her eyes.
"Why you keep talking to that irrelevant ass hoe anyway. I look way better than her and I can make you feel better than she can."
I laughed a little at her ignorant ass. She ain't have shit on Naoki. Don't get me wrong now I don't fuck with ugly hoes. Leah bad asf, she was a red bone with a cute baby face. Her eyes were a hypnotizing hazel she had long blueish-purplish weave, but her body was average. The only reason I keep her around was because her head game was crazy and she ride dick good.
"Listen don't disrespect her like that. I tell you time and time again me and you we would never be a couple. I don't cuff easy hoes, so I damn sure not cuffin you.
With that I walked away looking for Naoki again. I found her dancing on Kaylah. The way they was dancing you would think they was gay. But they actually cousins so I ain't stress.
"Can I cut in " I whispered to Kaylah . She just sucked her teeth and walked off.
I wrapped my hands around Naoki's waist and grinded against her plump ass.
" I love you with everything that beats in me and I want you to know I would never sacrifice that for these hoes. You my heart and I without you I'm nothing. If I have to tell the world everyday how much I love you then Ill do it. Your my girl and I don't want to share you anymore" I whispered in her ear. I knew it was liquor in me doing most of the talking but its know backing out now.
With that I turned Naoki around and kissed her with soo much passion you could feel the love. I was ready to show this girl how much I really loved her and If that meant dropping all the hoes then so be it. Naoki is my one and only, I'm not giving her up no time soon.
Everybody stopped dancing and watched us kiss. Shock was a understatement for how everyone was feeling. All you heared was " Wait I thought they were bestfriends?", "I knew they ass was fuckin", and on on it went.
We finally broke away and Naoki looked at me and smiled. " I love you Siah"
" AND I LOVE YOU TO NAOKI ALISE BROWN" I shouted for everyone to hear.
Lol what a way to make things official!!
So I started writing this story again. I have so many Ideas for this book. Well can I get some feedback.
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