The Moment I Knew. *One Direction fanfic*

Summer in London. (Part 5)

I know what, I'm going to take her back to Adam. I'll get plane tickets for this weekend. If she needed to see anyone it was him. Besides if I was him I would want to know what was going on too.

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It's been almost three days since Jess lost her baby. She had barely talked at all. I feel so bad, I think seeing Adam will help some though.

The plane tickets were set for Friday, July 13. Super creepy! I'm not scared. Well a little. But this isn't about me it's about Jessica.

"Jess....Jess, please come down stairs." I could hear her footsteps coming from the stairs in the hallway.

"What do you want, Harry?"

"I have some news..."

"Save the drama"

"Baby, please..." she cut me off before I could finish.

"I'm not your baby. I barely even know you, your just some guy in a tacky 'boy band' thats letting me stay with you. I can just leave if you want. But please don't even mention baby around me." I just stood there speechless.

What's wrong with her? Im not one to judge and I knows she's going through a lot but I'm just trying to be nice. I have been here for her the entire time, she's living in my house.

"So, are you going to tell me or what?" she asked confused at my blank expression.

"Well, uh-uh I got us tickets back to NYC to see Adam, your boyfriend!" I kind of mumbled the boyfriend part though."

"OMG....OMG, I totally forgot about him, I haven't even called him or talked to him, it's been almost 8 weeks." she yelled out in tears, pacing back and forth.

"Its okay, It's going to be okay." I said holding her as close as I could.

I held her there til she stopped crying she looked up at me, into my eyes, and kissed me.

She kissed me!

She

Kissed

Me.

I kissed her back, our lips were locked and her lips were pressed upon mine.

The moment I let go, I though, you know like what happens in movies, that was an accident why would you kiss me back i have a boyfriend sort of thing. I thought she would turn and run to her room crying, but she didn't. She stood there with her head facing the ground. Just stood there, she looked back up at me and smiled.

"Did you feel anything, be honest?"

"Jess?"

"Answer me. Just answer me please."

"I would be lying if I said no."

"I'm in love with you, Harry!"

I didn't know what to say, was she having a moment or did she mean it?

"What about Adam?"

"I can break up with him, remember, we have tickets to NYC!"

So right now. This moment. I can't believe it, I don't know if this is a joke. If she's having and episode. If she's going to cry and leave me after she breaks up with Adam. Am I making a mistake?

Jessica's POV

I can't believe it, I just lost my baby. Yet worse than that, I think I'm in love with Harry. Haha, to think I even have a chance. He's in a freakin world famous, tacky boy band. Girls would die just to meet him.

"Jess....Jess, please come down stairs?" I got up off Harry's bed and started walking quietly down the hall, to the staircase.

"What do you want, Harry?"

"I have some news..."

"Save the drama" I replied rolling my eyes.

"Baby, please..."

"I'm not your baby. I barely even know you, your just some guy in a tacky 'boy band' thats letting me stay with you. I can just leave if you want. But please don't even mention baby around me." that came out way to fast. I sounded so snappy and pushy.

I can't believe that my love was causing all of this. I can't help that I'm in love with him. He's just, I, I can't explain.

He just stood there.

"So, are you going to tell me or what?"

"Well, uh-uh I got us tickets back to NYC to see Adam, your boyfriend!" I could tell that he was mumbling the boyfriend part.

"OMG....OMG, I totally forgot about him, I haven't even called him or talked to him, it's been almost 8 weeks." I yelled that way too loud while pacing back and forth.

Crap. What's Harry going to think. He probably thinks I'm OCD or bipolar.

"Its okay, It's going to be okay." he said holding me close to his chest.

He kept holding on til finally I stopped crying. I didn't know what I was doing but I just looked up at him, into his beautiful hazel-green eyes, and I kissed him.

What am I doing? He was still just standing there, obviously he didn't feel the same.

I mean I just kissed him. I was about to let go when I felt his lips interlock with mine. My whole body got the shivers.

We both let go. I had no idea of what his expression would be.

He just stood there looking at me, holding my shoulders in his palms. I looked, facing the ground.

I waited about 30 seconds then raised my head up slowly. I let out a smile.

"Did you feel anything, be honest?"

"Jess?" man his deep British accent was so sexy.

"Answer me. Just answer me please."

"I would be lying if I said no."

"I'm in love with you, Harry!" Oh God, why did I just say that.

"What about Adam?" even worse, he had to bring up Adam. Now I felt horrible and embarrassed.

"I can break up with him, remember, we have tickets to NYC!"

I could have sworn I totally just ruined my only chance of ever being with Harry, like forever. He probably didn't want me anyway. He was basically shipping me out.

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*Friday, July 13*

"Jess, babe? Are you ready? Our plane leaves a 3."

"I have to finish packing" she yelled from upstairs.

Don't get me wrong, I'm really excited. I just don't know what I'm feeling right now.

My emotions are going wild.

I just had to get it over with. IDE take her back to New York, she'd brake up with Adam, then come back to London to live with me. If not I would probably just crumble inside.

Jess came running down the stairs.

"Lets go slow poke. The planes not waiting on us."

I followed her out the door then into the car. I threw both of our suit cases in the trunk and jumped into the front seat.

Right before we left the driveway, I turned toward Jessica and kissed her cheek.

I could tell this was going to go well from the moment I left, I just hope I made the right decision.