part 1: i wish i could stay

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(TW: abuse, self harm, eating disorder, SA )
(This is a fake story written for purely for entertainment none of these situations are real I made this whole story up)

Lizzies pov:
This party is about to end but I don't want to go home I might just drink so much that I can't drive and go home with aubrey but then he'll get mad and then I will get it. I guess I just have to go home to him then. I don't want to but I have to go back so that he doesn't hit me even worse.
*time skip*
"What are you waiting for lizzie? The party is over." Audrey said "I just want to... say my last goodbyes." I responded. I'm really just stalling so I don't have to go home yet. "OK I'm going to head home Liz. Love you babe." She said "I love you too aubrey."
As I head over to my car I start to freak out I realize I'm hyperventilating. What am I going to do! I was out past curfew. Oh my God he's going to kill me! I start to cry I don't know what to do or what I'm going to tell him but I need to go now before he gets even more mad, I turn on my car and start speeding home luckily I live only a couple minutes from here but every minute matters. 9:08 I pull in to the driveway only eight minutes past curfew. 9:09 I go in and here it comes. "WHERE WERE YOU!!" A booming voice calls down from the hall "I got held up at a party baby I'm so sorry!" I fall to my knees I know what comes next but I hope I'm wrong. " You know what happens now you little bitch?" My boyfriend calls back at me " yes Master, I'm sorry for being a little slut" he pulls me up and grabs my throat and chokes me until I eventually past out. I wake up in the bathroom. And now I know what happened while I was past out. he raped me. Again. I go to the store to buy a pregnancy test. I start crying in the aisle. Great now I'm crying in a Walgreens. A young lady comes up behind me and says "Hi can I help you? Are you feeling ok?" "Actually yes can you help me find the pregnancy tests please?" I say trying not to crying in front of her " Of course." She said "Here they are. Hey are you OK? You look like you've been crying." She says "Oh you know boy problems." I say "Actually I don't know I'm gay." She said "Oh well I'm an ally." I respond"Oh cool! We get a lot of homophobic customers in here so it's nice to meet an ally. I'm y/n. What's your name?" She said "I'm elizabeth but you can call me lizzie." I say "Ok hi lizzie. Let me know if I can do anything else for you." She says walking over to talk to another customer. She seemed so kind and genuine. I miss that I remember when he was like that. I wish he had stayed like that. I went home and took thr pregnancy test and it was negative thank god. Over the next couple of weeks I come back and see y/n almost everyday and everyday she seems more and more beautiful and think I'm starting to develop feelings for her but oh my God I'm married thats disgusting I need to stop. Oh my God I'm disgusting. "So thats why I dont talk to my parents anymore."y/n said "I have to go." I said "Oh, ok." "I wish I could stay." Y/n looked so hurt, but I have to go if I don't then he'll kill me. I run out of the store crying hoping he doesn't know what I'm doing right now if he did he'd kill me.

(First story if this sucks then sorry)

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