Vent.

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Includes:Mention of suidice,cutting,Bodyshaming.
This is my vent dont say "same" or "Girly me tooo"











Vent starts here:
I like dont feel loved anymore.Most of my online friends have been ignoring me and whenever i walk with my friends um always the second option. I can talk to my irl friends they'll act like I dont exist. They always tell me "Girl you so fucking popular what do you mean your not happy?" Or "Your super fast thats what makes you popular." Like ive gone through so many fake friends because of it the only reasons thise fake friends hung out with me was because they used ne as some servant.I was told to get stuff for them or do things and if I didnt I would be told to "Go kill yourself" or "Go slice your wrists off or something you werido!" And my friends know about most of it. And yet they still make fun of me for it. It was my birthday and we were hanging out and I told them about how inscure i felt beimg skinny and they told me (Btw this all happened in 2nd  grade to the grade im in now.) "Your so fucking skinny like be greatful." And "You cant be inscure if your skinny." Then this year they said "Omg your so fat did you gain weight?" And "fatso now you need to lose weight." And now those words are stuck jn my head and i feel like ending thr book so I can end myself. I just dont feel as loved as they say i am.

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