I never thought it would lead to this. Lead to me being alone. Without her, what am I supposed to do?. I ... have nothing else to do. But to write. Constantly write about the feelings I never showed her.
Her final words, when she placed her hands on the door knob was "Goodbye" with pain in her voice. Deep down she was screaming for me to try and make her stay. But I didn't try. I let her walk away. How stupid of me. I should've tried. I say she's the one I truly love BUT WHY DIDNT I STOP HER FROM LEAVING??
Since she's been gone , I've been garsping for air.
Why can't she come back?
Why can't she?
I need her back.
I'm not the same.
I heard footsteps coming towards the front door. I thought it could be her, but those aren't her footsteps. A letter fell on to floor. I don't have any hope that it could be her anymore. I got up, exhusted. Exhusted from waiting for her. I slowly pick up the letter with the little bit of energy I have left.
My eyes formed more tears...no ..This can't be true. No..
