It had been a tough couple days without rayanna July 4th was now the most traumatic day of the year the guilt had suffocated Darrian thoughts had filled his head he asked himself questions everyday.
"Why not me?"
"I should've spent more time with her."
"Now I have nobody."
10:00pm
DD and rayannas brothers had been checking on him making sure his doesn't do anything stupid. Darrian was like family to them they knew that Darrian meant so much to rayanna. Darrian decided to take a day off work to jus stay at home and give himself a break dark circles had covered the bottom of his eyes. He hasn't eaten in days.
Knock knock..
Darrian looked at the door before yelling "COME INNN" letting out a deep breath "I can't it's locked" Darrian got up to answer the door and it was dd "Yoo I brought u sum food" Darrian. Smiled as he invited dd to come inside. Dd set the food down on the table he had brought sum pizza n wings. Dd and Darrian weren't as close as they were before but it was always nice for them 2 see each other once in a while since the whole July 4th thing. "Look ik u haven't ate in days and u needa sleep 2 ik dis shii hard but.." " why did she have 2 die? Out of everybody rayanna? She was the sweetest person I ever met she always was kind to everyone." Dd jus looked at him with tears starting to form in his eyes. "Here imma give u some space but her brothers are planning the funeral" "already? She jus died I don't think I can handle that rn" dd jus walked out the door and Darrian grabbed the food and began to eat after 5 mins he was knocked out cold.
8:52am
Darrian had woke up to the sound of his phone ringing it was rayannas brother tae he a o"hello?" Yoo dot umm do u want sum of her stuff? Since bezzy n her ain't frens no mo" bezzy was rays ex- bestie they got into an argument and bezzy use some of rays past against her. "Uhhh yea jus send her stuff right over"
"Ighhhh" tae replied before hanging up
Since Darrian. Knew they were coming over he decided to clean up n get dressed he cleaned up the food frm last night and turned of the tv he began to clean up all the dirty clothes on the floor he cleaned his room the the living room and kitchen. He gave himself a little break before getting in the shower n brushing his teeth.
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He got dressed and decided to put his hair inna ponytail as he was doing his hair he couldn't help but think to himself of all the times ray had mentioned that she liked his curly hair even tho he put so much heat on it and it's a luh damaged she would play with his curls till he fell asleep braiding his hair. He missed her real bad...
